Okay, so moving boxes from our storage unit back into our house (from our Hallowe'en flood; yes, Hallowe'en...), I'm realizing I have more copies of certain of my trade books than I had previously thought, so I'm offering a sale!
Until the end of June, I'm offering the following titles for TEN DOLLARS EACH!
(add $2 for shipping; for each subsequent book, add $1 more for same)
They include my poetry collections:
A (short) history of l. (BuschekBooks, 2011)
wild horses (University of Alberta Press, 2010)
The Ottawa City Project (Chaudiere Books, 2007)
red earth (Black Moss Press, 2003) OFFERING THIS ONE FOR $5; CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
Manitoba highway map (Broken Jaw Press, 1999) OFFERING THIS ONE FOR $5 ALSO I MEAN REALLY
My novels:
missing persons (The Mercury Press, 2009)
white (The Mercury Press, 2007)
And my short story collection:
The Uncertainty Principle: stories, (Chaudiere Books, 2014)
(I have others of my books for sale, but not for such a super-awesome discount; see my list of books here; chapbooks here; if anything appeals (lots I have, but lots I don't have), shoot me an email and we can talk)
If you are interested, shoot me an email (rob_mclennan at hotmail dot com). I take paypal (use the donate button on the sidebar) and e-transfer, both of which work at my hotmail address. Or cheques, even!
No livestock for barter (anymore), please. Thank you.
Thursday, May 31, 2018
Wednesday, May 30, 2018
Robin Richardson, Sit How You Want
SUCH AN
UGLY LITTLE DUCK
This morning’s pink ass. Last night’s sadist.
Suppose he came to know me as he wrote
in Sharpie on my belly: whore, or heroine,
or
both. I’m no good at sleeping. High-strung
in a hurricane of public access broadcasts
while
the city’s men parade their bulges
on the F train waiting to be licked
back
into living. This is how a book begins:
protagonist unburdened by her husband
blunders through the belly of a whale.
One day she’ll emerge dismantled, all decked
out
in Swarovski Crystal halos. Imperfect,
picturesque as childhood hallucinations.
There
is a sharpness and a confidence to the first person monologues in Toronto writer Robin Richardson’s third full-length poetry collection, Sit How You Want (Vehicule Press, 2018), even as the poems explore
trauma, terror and powerlessness, and the ways in which one might finally emerge.
In an interview conducted by Madeleine Wattenberg, posted at So To Speak, Richardson speaks of “unsympathetic
poems,” an idea I found quite fascinating:
The sympathetic poem is crafted in service of
the author. It makes one look intelligent or innovative, or, in the case of
this “universal” notion you put forth, which I can’t get out of my head now, it
makes one seem a masculine sort of authority. I think of all these poems
written by white men about the strife of the third world and so on. It comes
secondhand and from a sense of the author’s own importance and “seriousness.”
It puts nothing on the line, offers up no vulnerability, and does nothing to
actually portray the truth of its subject matter, because only the subject,
speaking for herself, could provide the “truth” of her experience. It’s
somewhat colonial to me, and difficult to digest.
In contrast to this, the unsympathetic writer
puts herself on the line, risking vulnerability and exposure of the
unflattering angles the sympathetic writer dodges with skill and preoccupation
with externals. So, in a world where only the flattering photos are posted, and
the easy to digest stories shared, it is a crucial service to one’s fellow to
expose the ugly, the sad, the unflattering. It’s in this sharing that we begin
to feel less alone.
This is where isolation ends, and empathy,
solidarity even, begins. I could go on for pages about the illuminating and
healing power of sharing true stories but I’ll stop here with the urge to start
listening and asking questions; to start sharing the things that make you feel
most unlovable.
While
Sit How You Want isn’t, specifically,
a collection of “unsympathetic poems,” the idea is one not unrelated to the
poems at hand, in which the narrator/s speak of love and damage, depression and
regret, and fearlessness versus fear. As she writes, both in a kind of mocking
self-dismissal as well as declaration of being and purpose, in the poem “ABOUT
THE SPEAKER”: “I am built of myth and girly bits.” These are poems pushing to
break free from abusive relationships, both familial and romantic; poems
composed via a narrator (or narrators) that has survived, although not without
scars, such as the gloriously-titled “EARTHQUAKES ARE MY FAVOURITE WAY / TO
MAKE ISLANDS,” that begins: “We ignored the cries of the carbon monoxide /
detector, coitussed in a pose like Pompeii / corpses while the cabbies grew
irate outside. / This is the last day of our lives, until tomorrow. / When I say
I’m fine I mean the sky has opened / like an old wound under scurvy [.]”
BLUEBEARD
FOR BEGINNERS
It was love at gunpoint. It was cuffed, diamond-studded-ball-gagged,
that I
found my strength. You follow? Break to rebuild better
like the hero in a DC comic’s bludgeoned to the
point of brilliance.
Blood’s
the best incentive, said the dove, slayed, laying in the hooks
of her beloved. Bellevue mid-march making plans
with our hallucinations.
We were
stylish in our shared delusion; rings were not enough
we went for ink and more. I can’t complain. It is
the thrill of ruination
makes
us innovative. I do my drugs, my lovers, with the discipline
of Kung-fu film star choreography.
Tuesday, May 29, 2018
12 or 20 (second series) questions with Billy-Ray Belcourt
Billy-Ray Belcourt is from the Driftpile Cree Nation. He is a PhD student in the Dept. of English & Film Studies at the University of Alberta. He is a 2016 Rhodes Scholar and holds an MSt in Women's Studies from the University of Oxford. His debut collection of poems, THIS WOUND IS A WORLD, was named the best Canadian poetry collection of 2017 by CBC Books and is a finalist for the 2018 Griffin Poetry Prize.
1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?
Before I started writing poetry, I neatly envisioned a future in which I was an academic and nothing else. Poetry has opened me up not only to the seductions of experimentation, but also to another sort of relational practice, that of being with others via text. It changed my perception of where, how, and under what conditions one can pursue something like Indigenous and queer freedom. The book, THIS WOUND IS A WORLD, has definitely changed my life; it has brought me into conversation and kinship with a host of other writers and artists throughout so-called Canada. It was also recently shortlisted for the 2018 Griffin Poetry Prize, which is still something I'm trying to wrap my head around! The book is deeply queer and Indigenous and youthful and campy and sad, so it seems almost impossible that it's getting that sort of attention.
2 - How did you come to poetry first, as opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
I should admit that I was writing academically first, which is a type of non-fiction. I think this mode of articulation is always underneath the poetry, it is its ideational infrastructure. Perhaps the theory with which I was grappling paved the road to poetry. Today, these slip-slide into one another and produce something that exceeds that which they do on their own. Poetry, like theory, was where I could turn an idea inside out, enflesh it, and make it vulnerable to others.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
Questions about my process are tricky, because my hunch is that each poem or each project is differently motored. On days when I'm feeling any number of bad feelings but not slowed by them, the writing can come quickly. In my next book, NDN COPING MECHANISMS, I have a few poems that are procedural, which I experience as less resistant, as smoother. I'm not one, however, to throw words onto a page and be done with them. I edit as I write; I think on form and word choice and syntax, etc. So, I'm not sure that there is a "first draft" but something that is always being agitated, whether by me or others, an editor or an audience, etc.
4 - Where does a poem usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
The poems that make up THIS WOUND IS A WORLD began as feelings. They were shorter pieces that then were bound together, but they nonetheless orbited around key axes/thematics. The poems and prose that became NDN COPING MECHANISMS were differently composed so as to become a text, a unit, an assemblage.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
As a queer Cree poet, I often read with other Indigenous peoples and/or queers. These are almost always enlivening and joyous! We visit and laugh and cry and it usually leaves me feeling inspired and readied to write again. I also dig readings because I get to test out jokes - I'm still holding out for a side gig as a comic haha.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
Absolutely. I am bent on attending to the ways in which settler colonialism stymies livability for Indigenous peoples and how this is done by way of the entangled logics of white supremacy, homo- and transphobia, heteropatriarchy, etc. I am also part of a school of Indigenous thought that is about futurity, about how we might dream up and perform a world without dispersed suffering, one that is utopian and flourishing.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
I don't think that one can speak about the writer as a position that is emptied of other loci of identity. So, the role of the queer writer and the role of the feminist writer might intersect with but are not the same as the white writer, for example. Perhaps I will say that Indigenous writers ought to ensure that their/our work gets to those who need it most/ to those it is about. This means creatively engendering new sites of distribution, review, and performance.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
I think it can be either for a whole array of reasons (i.e., politics, ethical tenants, point of view, location (social and geographic)).
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
Anthony Oliveira (@meakoopa) recently tweeted: "be brave enough to be kind." As I see it, this is not, however, a call to disappear that which needs to be addressed out of anger or upset. Tracey Lindberg called the blending of kindness and critique "critical kindness." That is the mode in which I want to be in the world.
10 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
I'm a grad student and community educator, so my days are usually erratic. But, when I do write it's usually at my desk in my little apartment with folk music humming about. But, I tend to think up things on the go, so will write poems in the notes app on my iPhone.
11 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I routinely retreat into texts I've read a bunch when I am stuck.
12 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
The smell of TIDE pods lol.
13 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
I study contemporary First Nations art, poetry, and film, so those do transform into sources of inspiration. One of my next projects is non-fiction and a bunch of it is writing vis-a-vis the art of artists like Fallon Simard, Joi Arcand, and Postcommodity.
14 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
I am influenced by writers like Anne Boyer, Fred Moten, Leanne Betasamosake Simpson, Claudia Rankine, and Maggie Nelson. I talk a lot about the first poem in Trish Salah's LYRIC SEXOLOGY.
15 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
It's been a quiet goal of mine to get on a reality TV show, especially The Amazing Race. Perhaps I should try speaking it into existence more. I also would like to eventually get into short filmmaking, but that is a long-term goal.
16 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
Sometimes I think about how I could've become a medical doctor, which is perhaps even more political an occupation in this day and age when Indigenous peoples and queer and/or trans people are subject to discrimination when seeking medical attention.
17 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
I often joke that poets are poets because we can't sing well (we'd be musicians otherwise). But, seriously, I write because it is a potent time and place to connect with those like me who might be hungry for writing about queerness and indigeneity.
18 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
A book that is underneath everything I write is Jose Esteban Munoz's CRUISING UTOPIA: THE THEN AND THERE OF QUEER FUTURITY. Two films I've been most affected by over the last couple years are MOONLIGHT (dir. Barry Jenkins) and LILTING (dir. Hong Khaou).
19 - What are you currently working on?
I just wrote a bunch of final papers for seminars I took this semester, so not a whole bunch right now. Soon, I will get back to my next project on Indigenous joy.
12 or 20 (second series) questions;
1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?
Before I started writing poetry, I neatly envisioned a future in which I was an academic and nothing else. Poetry has opened me up not only to the seductions of experimentation, but also to another sort of relational practice, that of being with others via text. It changed my perception of where, how, and under what conditions one can pursue something like Indigenous and queer freedom. The book, THIS WOUND IS A WORLD, has definitely changed my life; it has brought me into conversation and kinship with a host of other writers and artists throughout so-called Canada. It was also recently shortlisted for the 2018 Griffin Poetry Prize, which is still something I'm trying to wrap my head around! The book is deeply queer and Indigenous and youthful and campy and sad, so it seems almost impossible that it's getting that sort of attention.
2 - How did you come to poetry first, as opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
I should admit that I was writing academically first, which is a type of non-fiction. I think this mode of articulation is always underneath the poetry, it is its ideational infrastructure. Perhaps the theory with which I was grappling paved the road to poetry. Today, these slip-slide into one another and produce something that exceeds that which they do on their own. Poetry, like theory, was where I could turn an idea inside out, enflesh it, and make it vulnerable to others.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
Questions about my process are tricky, because my hunch is that each poem or each project is differently motored. On days when I'm feeling any number of bad feelings but not slowed by them, the writing can come quickly. In my next book, NDN COPING MECHANISMS, I have a few poems that are procedural, which I experience as less resistant, as smoother. I'm not one, however, to throw words onto a page and be done with them. I edit as I write; I think on form and word choice and syntax, etc. So, I'm not sure that there is a "first draft" but something that is always being agitated, whether by me or others, an editor or an audience, etc.
4 - Where does a poem usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
The poems that make up THIS WOUND IS A WORLD began as feelings. They were shorter pieces that then were bound together, but they nonetheless orbited around key axes/thematics. The poems and prose that became NDN COPING MECHANISMS were differently composed so as to become a text, a unit, an assemblage.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
As a queer Cree poet, I often read with other Indigenous peoples and/or queers. These are almost always enlivening and joyous! We visit and laugh and cry and it usually leaves me feeling inspired and readied to write again. I also dig readings because I get to test out jokes - I'm still holding out for a side gig as a comic haha.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
Absolutely. I am bent on attending to the ways in which settler colonialism stymies livability for Indigenous peoples and how this is done by way of the entangled logics of white supremacy, homo- and transphobia, heteropatriarchy, etc. I am also part of a school of Indigenous thought that is about futurity, about how we might dream up and perform a world without dispersed suffering, one that is utopian and flourishing.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
I don't think that one can speak about the writer as a position that is emptied of other loci of identity. So, the role of the queer writer and the role of the feminist writer might intersect with but are not the same as the white writer, for example. Perhaps I will say that Indigenous writers ought to ensure that their/our work gets to those who need it most/ to those it is about. This means creatively engendering new sites of distribution, review, and performance.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
I think it can be either for a whole array of reasons (i.e., politics, ethical tenants, point of view, location (social and geographic)).
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
Anthony Oliveira (@meakoopa) recently tweeted: "be brave enough to be kind." As I see it, this is not, however, a call to disappear that which needs to be addressed out of anger or upset. Tracey Lindberg called the blending of kindness and critique "critical kindness." That is the mode in which I want to be in the world.
10 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
I'm a grad student and community educator, so my days are usually erratic. But, when I do write it's usually at my desk in my little apartment with folk music humming about. But, I tend to think up things on the go, so will write poems in the notes app on my iPhone.
11 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I routinely retreat into texts I've read a bunch when I am stuck.
12 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
The smell of TIDE pods lol.
13 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
I study contemporary First Nations art, poetry, and film, so those do transform into sources of inspiration. One of my next projects is non-fiction and a bunch of it is writing vis-a-vis the art of artists like Fallon Simard, Joi Arcand, and Postcommodity.
14 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
I am influenced by writers like Anne Boyer, Fred Moten, Leanne Betasamosake Simpson, Claudia Rankine, and Maggie Nelson. I talk a lot about the first poem in Trish Salah's LYRIC SEXOLOGY.
15 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
It's been a quiet goal of mine to get on a reality TV show, especially The Amazing Race. Perhaps I should try speaking it into existence more. I also would like to eventually get into short filmmaking, but that is a long-term goal.
16 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
Sometimes I think about how I could've become a medical doctor, which is perhaps even more political an occupation in this day and age when Indigenous peoples and queer and/or trans people are subject to discrimination when seeking medical attention.
17 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
I often joke that poets are poets because we can't sing well (we'd be musicians otherwise). But, seriously, I write because it is a potent time and place to connect with those like me who might be hungry for writing about queerness and indigeneity.
18 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
A book that is underneath everything I write is Jose Esteban Munoz's CRUISING UTOPIA: THE THEN AND THERE OF QUEER FUTURITY. Two films I've been most affected by over the last couple years are MOONLIGHT (dir. Barry Jenkins) and LILTING (dir. Hong Khaou).
19 - What are you currently working on?
I just wrote a bunch of final papers for seminars I took this semester, so not a whole bunch right now. Soon, I will get back to my next project on Indigenous joy.
12 or 20 (second series) questions;
Monday, May 28, 2018
Queen Mob's Teahouse : Justin Eells interviews Eric Blix
As my tenure as interviews editor at Queen Mob's Teahouse continues, the latest interview is now online, as Justin Eells interviews debut American short story author Eric Blix. Other interviews from my tenure include: an interview with poet, curator and art critic Gil McElroy, conducted by Ottawa poet Roland Prevost, an interview with Toronto poet Jacqueline Valencia, conducted by Lyndsay Kirkham, an interview with Drew Shannon and Nathan Page, also conducted by Lyndsay Kirkham, an interview with Ann Tweedy conducted by Mary Kasimor, an interview with Katherine Osborne, conducted by Niina Pollari, an interview with Catch Business, conducted by Jon-Michael Frank, a conversation between Vanesa Pacheco and T.A. Noonan, "On Translation and Erasure," existing as an extension of Jessica Smith's The Women in Visual Poetry: The Bechdel Test, produced via Essay Press, Five questions for Sara Uribe and John Pluecker about AntÃgona González by David Buuck (translated by John Pluecker),"overflow: poetry, performance, technology, ancestry": kaie kellough in correspondence with Eric Schmaltz, Mary Kasimor's interview with George Farrah, Brad Casey interviewed byEmilie Lafleur, David Buuck interviews John Chávez about Angels of the Americlypse: An Anthology of New Latin@ Writing, Ben Fama interviews Abraham Adams, Tender and Tough: Letters as Questions as Letters: Cheena Marie Lo, Tessa Micaela and Brittany Billmeyer-Finn, Kristjana Gunnars’ interview with Thistledown Press author Anne Campbell, Timothy Dyke’s interview with Hawai’i poet Jaimie Gusman, Hailey Higdon's interview with Joanne Kyger, Stephanie Kaylor's interview with Kenyatta JP Garcia, Jaimie Gusman’s interview with Timothy Dyke,Sarah Rockx interviews Gary Barwin, Megan Arden Gallant's interview with Diane Schoemperlen, Andrew Power interviews Lauren B. Davis, Chris Lawrence interviews Jonathan Ball, Adam Novak interviews Tom Stern, Eli Willms interviews Gregory Betts and Jeremy Luke Hill interviews Kasia Jaronczyk, Karen Smythe and Greg Rhyno, Chris Muravez interviews Ithica, NY poet Marty Cain, Róise Nic an Bheath interviews Kathryn MacLeod, Heather Sweeney interviews J'Lyn Chapman, and Lisa Birman interviews Portland, Oregon poet Claudia F. Savage.
Further interviews I've conducted myself over at Queen Mob's Teahouse include: City of Ottawa Poet Laureate JustJamaal The Poet, Geoffrey Young, Claire Freeman-Fawcett on Spread Letter, Stephanie Bolster on Three Bloody Words, Claire Farley on Canthius, Dale Smith on Slow Poetry in America, Allison Green, Meredith Quartermain, Andy Weaver, N.W Lea and Rachel Loden.
If you are interested in sending a pitch for an interview my way, check out my "about submissions" write-up at Queen Mob's; you can contact me via rob_mclennan (at) hotmail.com
Further interviews I've conducted myself over at Queen Mob's Teahouse include: City of Ottawa Poet Laureate JustJamaal The Poet, Geoffrey Young, Claire Freeman-Fawcett on Spread Letter, Stephanie Bolster on Three Bloody Words, Claire Farley on Canthius, Dale Smith on Slow Poetry in America, Allison Green, Meredith Quartermain, Andy Weaver, N.W Lea and Rachel Loden.
If you are interested in sending a pitch for an interview my way, check out my "about submissions" write-up at Queen Mob's; you can contact me via rob_mclennan (at) hotmail.com
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Sunday, May 27, 2018
Ewa Chrusciel, Of Annunciations
Left-To-Die
Boat
The helicopter hovered above our boat, dropped
eight bottles of water, biscuits, cubes of sugar and left. The fishermen dried
out their nets, almost capsizing our vessel. And left. The coastguard left. We drank
water and urine. Where were our Guardian Angels? The oceanographers saw us. Trapped
in waves, we yearn to exist. The water, left to witness. Let sorrowful longing
dwell in our sugar-cube spit, lost in the waves. Shall we arrive as grebes or
pelicans?
Bilingual New Hampshire poet and translator Ewa Chrusciel’s third full-length poetry
title in English—after Strata (Emergency
Press, 2011) and Contraband of Hoopoe
(Omnidawn, 2014) [see my review of such here]—is Of Annunciations (Oakland CA: Omnidawn, 2018), a book exploring the
idea and details of the migrant, from the Biblical to the contemporary, as she
writes to open the poem “Guardian Angel of Exodus”:
Do not mistreat or oppress a foreigner, for you
were foreigners in Egypt.
This
is an incredibly powerful collection of poems that strike with such beauty. Moving
through poems both lyric and documentary, Chrusciel writes of those displaced
by war, including those across Europe, connecting stories in the news to those
scattered across history, and connecting a variety of displacements across
multiple borders, traumas and losses. Hers are poems that respond to the fear
of the “other,” articulating how such fears misunderstand how fragile such
distinctions really are, and how so many stories can be connected, from the
settler to the migrant to those exiles experiencing exodus from Biblical Egypt.
In the poem “Exilium,” for example, she lays bare those connections through a
sequence of contemporary migrants fleeing war, each with but what they could
carry, itself a gathering of unbearable loss:
I took fear with me. When it strikes, I take my
children and run. When we ran the first time, we took a plastic bag with
documents and photographs. My daughter took her Tweety Bird. She keeps her eye
on it and in the evening she puts all the candies she has inside it. My name is
Muhammad. I am 38.
I took photos of my family and friends when I left
our house in Tel Kelekh during the gunfire. Bullets perforated the walls. After
crossing the border with Lebanon, I saw on YouTube that our house was
demolished. My name is Joanna. I am 22.
Saturday, May 26, 2018
12 or 20 (second series) questions with Josh Fomon
Originally
from Iowa City, Josh Fomon is a political operative in
Seattle. His
book, Though we bled meticulously was
published by Black Ocean in 2016.
1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your
most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?
I
can’t say for certain how having a book has changed my life. I probably have
less anxiety about writing and publishing—I feel like I can permit myself to
have a more measured approach and relationship with my writing. Maybe that’s
just growing older though.
There
is an incalculable feeling of someone even telling me they read my book—it’s
even better than when Carrie Olivia Adams and Janaka Stucky initially accepted
my manuscript with Black Ocean, which had been a seemingly impossible dream.
My
recent work has my same obsessions—death, longing, and articulating the
physical and metaphysical, and where the two intersect—but I think the work is more
overt in finding precision in moments of unknowing the everyday, the treachery
of nostalgia, the tangible effects we have on the world—overtly apocalyptic and
finding the language held within the detritus. And existential dread always,
because we have so much capacity for hope and despair.
2 - How did you come to poetry first, as opposed to, say,
fiction or non-fiction?
I
never had the patience or attention for plot or narrative when I was younger—I
was an addled youth. That’s changed now, thankfully, but poetry’s music and
abstraction drew me in and never let go.
The
musicality of language became a preternatural obsession, which I don’t think
I’ll ever be able to escape no matter the genre. Poetry feels like a natural
way to think.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing
project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do
first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come
out of copious notes?
With
Though we bled meticulously (TWBM),
the poems grew out of necessity after having abandoned a full manuscript that
became tedious—and a rupture in my personal life. As silly as this sounds, it
felt as though the book intuited itself through me—I think the core poems and
shape of the book were written in about six months. Many of the early drafts for
TWBM are similar to how they appear in the book.
Once
a project shows me its trajectory, the thinking and poems tend to obsess and
preoccupy me—and I need to constantly find a way out to keep from stagnating
the energy, yet maintain the necessity of the work. I write in spurts—sometimes
prolifically over days, then nothing at all for months. My process is always a
work-in-progress until it isn’t—the absence of writing is itself a kind of obligatory
percolation.
4 - Where does a poem usually begin for you? Are you an
author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you
working on a "book" from the very beginning?
For
me, writing is an incantatory process that slowly unravels and reveals itself
to me, especially through the music of the line—more than anything, I feel like
a conduit through which an idea sings. In this sense, I think I write most
often when I have the capacity to sustain thoughts and can read—my writing
begins with an urgency to react and reanimate dead things.
I’m
a project writer, though the project is never something I set out to write—I
find it when it wants to announce itself and captivates me in its thinking. Poems
often begin as longer, sprawling pieces that share similar obsessions that
finally relent into something fully formed.
Lately,
I’ve been trying to approach writing in a way that feels foreign—I’m more
interested in how poems betray so much within themselves and to the reader,
which feels more divinatory and uncharted.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative
process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
I
love readings and the opportunity for writers to articulate how they envision
the work aurally. It’s such a great way to dig into the music of the poem and
connect with readers. Readings are such a vital part of poetry and the writing
community—as many as there seem to already be, we always need more reading
series, and people dedicated to creating community, because what is poetry if
not community.
I
think there is sometimes a huge resistance toward performing a poem—but it’s one
of the few ways readers get to hear the poem as the writer intended. In my
writing, I feel out what the music and poem demands—performing gives me the
opportunity to take this off the page and delight in the sonic shape of the
lyric. Sound matters because it taps into the vitality of the work—a life
force—poetry is the vocals and the backing band. I think we need to put more
care into sculpting our performances—poets should be more interested in
professional wrestling, standup comedy, drag, and glam rock.
There
is graciousness in the act of reading out loud that both the reader and
audience need—as poets, we’re facing existential crisis, when "the number of Americans who had read at least one poem in
the past year had declined by 45 percent between 2002 and 2012, down to 6.7
percent of the population." We
need more readers and readings are an easy entry point to grow readership.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your
writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What
do you even think the current questions are?
I
like poetry that ideates on the page—language has the capacity to explore and
engage with an inexhaustible amount of knowing and unknowing. I’m drawn to
poetry that explores existential and metaphysical spaces—poetry that thinks
toward questions, and lingers.
I’m
obsessed with writers like Edmond Jabès (trans. Rosmarie Waldrop), Jaime Saenz,
Mina Loy, and Will Alexander who utilize language as means to contemplate
greater existential inquiries. They are incredibly complex thinkers, but they
also conjure a process of destabilizing experience within their work and use
language as means to an end for their philosophical concerns—they capture the
experience of thinking.
I
like yelling toward a void and seeing if anything echoes back. I think that is
itself a question.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in
larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the
writer should be?
Writers
have the ability to articulate the changing world—they are keen observers. I’ve
been working in politics for the past few years and have begun to see the
importance in art’s ability to outlast—writing and art typically are separate
than a news cycle and ask questions that defamiliarize context and outlast. I
suppose there is a kind of brutal truth to this. Writing has the opportunity to
exist outside of time as an artifact of a particular moment—and it has the
means to articulate the complexity of it.
I
think art, at large, is a reactionary interpretation of the difficulty our
society faces—I think our world is reshaping itself wholly right now, which is
great and long overdue, but we have centuries of inequalities and racism to
deal with. We need writers for this.
As
for the role of the writer? We write because we must, and assuredly, this is a
reaction to the culture we live in. I don’t think this is particularly
profound. Art is created from a void of our own making—our need to say
something and be heard. We should be better about lifting up voices unlike our
own.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside
editor difficult or essential (or both)?
Working
with outside editors has been a way to recognize my worst impulses, and learn
how to excise them. Outside perspective untangles the internal logic of the
writing, and recognizing and identifying this is an essential means of learning
how to edit. Before TWBM was accepted at Black Ocean, a few incredible friends
and mentors began the process of exorcising the book’s excesses in early drafts,
and they were able to parse out the restraint it needed.
Working
with Carrie Olivia Adams was great--I think by the time my final draft got to
her there were few major edits, but she also interrogated the writing where it
needed to be interrogated and the book was better off for it.
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not
necessarily given to you directly)?
To
paraphrase, Jane Gregory once told me a writer needs to believe in their work
or else no one will care. I think that really extends to everything in life,
but having a certain confidence or swagger about knowing you don’t know
anything is truly life changing when you face an empty page—you begin with
intent.
Just
as important, Joanna Klink taught me an invaluable lesson—always write beyond
the natural, intuitive ending into the uncomfortable, unsettling feeling of
finding out what the work actually has to say.
10 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep,
or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
Lately,
I’ve been an infrequent writer and haven’t held a solid routine. I write when I
can and am grateful for whenever I can find a block of time where I can sustain
my focus on writing. I’ve also been scheduling writing dates to be liable for
producing new work. Solidarity is a hell of a motivator.
I
write best in the middle of the day to the late afternoon—coffee and beer, and Broken
Water allow me to enter an embodied trance
where the destabilizing magic begins.
11 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or
return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I’m
a firm believer of letting writing stall out and having many projects going at
once until something captivates me. The work lives on—and allows me to refine
everything later. Thinking is an important part of my process—allowing myself
to hate something and realize why it isn’t working may be more important to me
now than anything else.
Oftentimes,
I stall out because I simply don’t have the time to write, or the anxieties of
life demand more than I can give to writing—I think this is fine, though. Given
my line of work over the past few years, I’ve had to often put my writing on
pause as a political campaign envelopes me—it’s hard to write when you don’t
have a day off for months in a row and you’re working 60-70 hour weeks. It’s
kind of tragically charming how binary and siloed off the two worlds are—they
can’t coexist no matter how hard I’ve tried.
Parquet
Courts have a great line in respect to this: “It never leaves me,/just visits
less often”.
12 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
I
grew up in Iowa City, and the earth creates thresholds of life. For me, the
petrichor and fecundity of spring is home. The deep rawness of thawing black
earth overtakes you there—even in the city. I currently live in Seattle, which
washes away its scent too readily and too often—its smell is distinct yet thoroughly
elusive.
13 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books,
but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music,
science or visual art?
Film,
visual art, sound art, and science all inform my writing—physics is profoundly
wild. I lived in D.C. for a short time and spent all the time I could in
museums, during which the exhibit Damage Control: Art and Destruction since 1950
at the Hirschhorn became a master class in how to create and destroy—Ori
Gersht’s “Big
Bang” taught me how to revise my book.
14 - What other writers or writings are important for your
work, or simply your life outside of your work?
Prageeta Sharma, Elizabeth Robinson, Jane Gregory, and Peter Richards have given me
incalculable support and guidance. Black Ocean has been a foundation for me,
and I admire Carrie and Janaka for their dedication and I’m so grateful to have
a book with them. In Seattle, I’m looking forward to new books and projects from
Mattilda Bernstein Sycamore, Richard Chiem, Jane Wong, Bill Carty, Quenton Baker, and Don Mee Choi—to name just a few of the phenomenally talented writers
in this city, which has a genuine abundance of amazing writers. Willie Fitzgerald’s Twitter is the national
treasure America deserves. Seattle might have the best writing community I’ve
ever encountered.
15 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
I
would love to write and direct a film.
16 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what
would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing
had you not been a writer?
I
wish writing could be an occupation for me—I currently work in politics when I
can, which is its own crazy, bizarre, and insular world. I wish I would have
gotten into filmmaking or woodworking—I love working with my hands—though, I
suppose, there is always still time to do that.
EDIT:
Hilariously, since starting this interview, I started a new job writing
remotely for a political communications firm in D.C.—I love every moment I’m
writing so far, but will have a better read come January. To say 2018 is going
to be an interesting year in politics might be the understatement of the year.
17 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something
else?
I’ve
been in a pretty constant tug-of-war between my two lives—politics is wholly
consuming, and writing and art is always fighting for more of my attention.
Writing, more than anything, is something that can be done anywhere, at any
time, with little capital investment—the musicality and physical experience of
writing just can’t be replicated.
18 - What was the last great book you read? What was the
last great film?
The Flamethrowers by Rachel Kushner
for fiction, This Glittering Republic by Quenton Baker for poetry. Phantom Thread by Paul Thomas Anderson might be a perfect film.
19 - What are you currently working on?
I’ve
been working on prose lately—a handful of short stories in progress and a
novella that may never happen, but a new poetry project just took hold, which
is exciting, grotesque, and existentially curious. It feels all very connected.
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