1 - How did your first book change your
life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel
different?
At
the time my first book (A Magic Book, Fence
Books) was published, I was finishing up a PhD in the Poetics Program and I
wasn’t sure what I would do or where I would go next. My husband and I thought we might travel for
a few years or move to New York City or become gardeners and yoga
teachers. But, with the book in hand, I
ended up with a job at Colorado State University in Fort Collins. This is a
town that welcomes a bit of amateur homesteading, and while I moved here with
just my husband and a dog, I now have two daughters, three goats, 12 chickens,
and the occasional hive of bees. In some
ways, I think it is safe to say that the book made a path for me that I had not
anticipated.
I
wrote A Magic Book while preparing
for my oral exams, and it was really a way for me to process the material I was
reading. My first two books are probably
more heavily researched, more concerned with a particular moment (A Magic Book—19th century
American magicians and the second Iraq war) or movement (The Method—the migrations of a manuscript written by
Archimedes). Newer work (including House of Deer, also from Fence and Gatherest, which is forthcoming from
Ahsahta Press) tends to find its way into more personal topics, more domestic
spaces.
2 - How did you come to poetry first, as
opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
I
actually wrote in all three genres when I was young, but the playfulness of
poetry always appealed to me, and again, perhaps luck has a bit to do with it. While
I was finishing up my BA in History, I
took a poetry workshop with the poet Claudia Keelan. I had planned to go on to do an MA in American
Studies, but Claudia insisted I could study history and write poems. She
introduced me to Susan Howe’s work, and the following fall, I was one of two
poets who enrolled in the newly formed MFA program at UNLV.
3 - How long does it take to start any
particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it
a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or
does your work come out of copious notes?
It
depends on the writing project, of course. I have noticed that I seem to
average a book of poems every two to three years or so. With poems, I usually write about twice as
many pages as I keep, and then there would also be a good deal of notes. I just wrote a long essay (“Openings: Into Our Vertical Cosmos,” forthcoming from
Essay Press) that took me about three months, and again, the notes are much longer
than the finished piece.
4 - Where does a poem usually begin for
you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger
project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
Rebecca Wolff once asked me if I ever just write a
poem, and that’s when I realized that, in most cases, I start by working on
a book and not on a discrete poem. But
that has begun to shift a bit. While I
am still working on serial poems, I don’t always have such a clear sense of
what the larger book will look like until I have written several series. Series merge and books emerge.
5 - Are public readings part of or
counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing
readings?
I
love giving readings, especially when I get the chance to read with other
writers whose work I admire. This has something to do with the fact that I
don’t live in an urban setting, so if I am giving a reading, I am often
traveling and talking to poets, something that tends to be very generative for
me. And, sometimes I sing poems, sometimes I chant. I can’t do these things on the page in the
same way. Performing poems feels a bit
like re-embodying them.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns
behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your
work? What do you even think the current questions are?
In
some ways, the current questions are the same questions I’ve always asked, though
the particulars are constantly shifting.
I have always wondered what it means to be intimate with another human,
to be in communion. Questions about the
role language plays in our interpersonal relationships are endlessly fascinating
to me. When I consider the ways in which this country suffers from
deep-seated racism and violence, I think perhaps our failure to truly commune
is at the heart of so many of our problems.
Without the ability to connect, we bankrupt ourselves in so many
ways—spiritually, ecologically, culturally and personally. What role does language play in creating or
overcoming this bankruptcy? That is a question that keeps surfacing for me,
though in different contexts.
I’ve
written a good deal about addiction (especially in House of Deer) because I come from a family that has suffered from
various kinds of addiction, and again, this question of communion is related. I
recently read about a study in which rats were offered two kinds of
water—untreated water and water laced with cocaine. The rats that had both cage
mates and meaningful work (which, for rats, means play) rejected the cocaine-laced
water in favor of the untreated water. When I read the article, I realized that
despite all the thinking and writing I had done about addiction, I didn’t fully
explore the ways in which a simple connection with another creature might serve
as the most powerful antidote to drug addiction.
7 – What do you see the current role of
the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think
the role of the writer should be?
I
don’t think the writer serves one roll, and in fact, I’d probably be more
inclined to say that each poem, as opposed to each poet, serves a function in
the larger culture that we cannot do without. Some poems renew words by using
them in unexpected or disarming ways, while other poems reproduce language,
often to expose the ways language can be used to manipulate or placate us. Sometimes poems do both at the same time, and
there are countless other functions a poem can serve. And then there are poems whose beauty moves
me, and this is just as important, in my mind, as, say, the overtly political
poem.
8- Do you find the process of working
with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
So far, I’d
say working with editors has been fruitful and pleasant. I have nothing but
good experiences with editors. Hopefully
that will continue!
9 - What is the best piece of advice
you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
In
terms of the writing life, read more than you write.
In
terms of the larger life (which includes the writing life, of course), I
hesitate to admit that the best piece of advice comes in the form of a cliché,
and it isn’t so much advice as prophecy.
He who worries before it is
necessary worries more than necessary. Whenever
I find I am fearful or reluctant to do something because of some potentially
disastrous outcome, this phrase comes to mind and I immediately remember a
dozen or so instances in which I worried for no good reason. Then, the worry dissipates.
10 - How easy has it been for you to
move between genres (poetry to critical prose)? What do you see as the appeal?
I gave up writing prose (with the exception of a few short essays here and
there) after I had my first daughter, and I have only just returned to writing
longer essays now that my second daughter is in kindergarten. I didn’t have the mental space I needed to
write essays until my children were in school full time. At the moment, I am at work on essays and
poems, more or less equally, and I tend to go back and forth without much
effort.
11 - What kind of writing routine do you
tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
The
first thing I do every day is milk a goat.
I don’t write until my children are out of the house, and many days, I
have to teach or I have meetings until they are out of school. So, writing happens once or twice a week, on
the days I don’t teach. I do take notes
off and on throughout the week, and occasionally, in the evening, I will sit
down and work on something already in process.
But for the most part, I need a few hours ahead of me, preferably
earlier in the day as opposed to later, to get a good amount of writing done.
12 - When your writing gets stalled,
where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
The
first and best answer is reading. But
usually re-reading. When I am stuck, I
tend to return to books that I admire.
I’ve read Woolf’s The Waves over
a dozen times because I
adore it. I have always found that, in
addition to writing, I need tactile work as well, so if I can’t write, I will
often sew, knit, embroider, work in the garden, preserve food, cook, etc.
If I am in the middle of a project, or if I am in the process of trying to put
a book together, I lean heavily on my husband.
He studied poetry very seriously, but then he made a career change and
went to law school. Talking to him is
always very helpful for me because while he understands what I am working on,
he has a completely different perspective on the questions I am asking. He often shows me new ways into the problems
I want to address, and new ways out as well.
13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
My
childhood home: bread.
My
current home: Creek water. In the entryway of my house, there’s always a
collection of buckets that serve as temporary homes for the crawdads, tadpoles
and minnows my daughter catches in the canal that runs through our
property.
14 - David W. McFadden once said that
books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work,
whether nature, music, science or visual art?
Visual
art has always been hugely important to me.
But now that I live out a ways, I turn more to the natural world and the
domestic spaces where I spend most of my time.
Animals, children, meditation and prayer are places I tend to find
material.
15 - What other writers or writings are
important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
I
like the idea of answering this question in terms of writers I know—actual
people. Of course, I could offer a long
list of writers, living and dead, that I read and re-read, but it is wonderful
to realize that some of those individuals on that list are people I see or
correspond with regularly. I have
amazing colleagues who are also friends—Dan Beachy-Quick and Matthew Cooperman. I am in regular contact with
them not just because we work at the same institution, but because we read each
other’s work, and take care of each other’s kids, and have dinner at each
other’s houses. Other poets (some of who
also live nearby) whose work and whose person are crucial for me: Julie Carr, Laynie Browne, Martin Corless-Smith, Aby Kaupang, Cathy Wagner, Claudia Keelan, and so many more.
16 - What would you like to do that you
haven't yet done?
Walk
or ride my bike some great distance—across the US, through South America, around
Southeast Asia. Or even just complete a century (100 miles on the bike). I have ridden as far as 83 miles, so adding
another 17 doesn’t seem too out of reach.
17 - If you could pick any other
occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you
would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
Growing
up, I wanted to be a pilot, but now I sometimes wish I had become a visual
artist. I think I am guilty of romanticizing the artist studio. My husband and I use to fantasize about
becoming travel writers for one of the budget travel guide companies. I’d still seriously consider leaving my
academic job to write for Lonely Planet’s traveling with children series.
18 - What made you write, as opposed to
doing something else?
My
mother says I always wrote. Even before
I could actually write words, I would dictate stories or poems and she would
write them down. But, I think
encouragement had a lot to do with it.
Over the years, teachers took an interest in my writing, and gave me a
sense that the writing life was a real possibility.
19 - What was the last great book you
read? What was the last great film?
Maggie
Nelson’s The Argonauts just arrived
in the mail yesterday and I stayed up way too late reading that last
night. Even though I haven’t yet
finished it, I am very moved by the ways in which she talks about
transformation—of the body, of the family unit, of language, etc. I have also been devouring Karl OveKnausgaard’s Min Kamp books. My feelings about those books are so
conflicted, and not for the reasons that some have cited (the title, the
exposure of his loved ones). I am completely enamored with the ways in which
the domestic landscape and the landscape of the mind meet and overlap. The conflict comes, I guess, when I think
about all the women writers who have been doing similar work, in very different
ways of course, but who have not yet received anywhere near the same kind of
recognition. Take, for example, Bernadette Mayer who wrote her stunning Midwinter Day with her children
present. American poets know and admire
her, but I don’t think her work has had the audience it deserves. It could simply be the genre, but I do wonder
if it has something to do with the interest we take in a man writing about the
domestic.
Tangerines:
A film about two men who stay behind to tend their land during the war
in Abkhazia. Interestingly, this film
features an absent woman too—the only woman in the film—who appears in a
photograph and in conversation at a few crucial moments.
20 - What are you currently working on?
Speaking of the domestic life interfering with the writing life, for the
first time since my first child was born (9 years ago!!!), I have many projects
in the works. When my children were
still very young and not in school, I seemed only able to work on one thing at
a time.
I
have just finished a few essays that are both personal essays and philosophical
/ etymological / historical meanderings on various topics. Going back to my
earlier discussion about communion, the essays seem to be trying to figure out
the ways in which affect determines our interactions with one another. For example, one of these essays deals with
the experience of familiarity—how we know one another, how we recognize
ourselves and each other as distinct creatures who are also defined in
relationship. I have just started a
third essay, on embarrassment.
I
recently finished a book of poems entitled Gatherest
that will be published by Ahsahta Press in 2017, and now I am at work on
two additional poetry projects that may or may not merge. The first I am calling Hendes because the poems take their inspiration from Catullus’s Hendecasyllabic poems. Catullus’s form really
can’t be translated into English because his meter depends on a series of long,
short, and variable syllables. My adaption
is a series of 11 line poems, each line consisting of approximately 11
syllables. Just as Catullus’s Hendecasyllabic
poems start with a “sparrow, my girl’s pleasure,” my series begin with birds
(chickens) and girls (my daughters) and pleasures (sex and food and
affection). There are other contextual
connections throughout, and my poems tend to meander toward and away from
Catullus again and again as the series proceeds.
The
second project is a rewriting of the history of the region where I live, and
here I am trying to be as local as possible.
I live on a little street off of a road called Overland Trail. The road gets its name from the fact that it
was once the trail many of the pioneers took west during the 1800s. These prose poems utilize borrowed language
from narratives and letters, particularly by women and girls, who were either on
the wagons passing by the land where I now live or who stayed to settle it. But the poems are also concerned with
contemporary daily and domestic life. I
am interested in the convergence of notions of the land as something to settle,
to cross over, to steal (from Native Americans), to take ownership of, and the
land as a place we now inhabit without much thought. In these poems, the sense of the land as a
stage upon which daily life is performed becomes subject to this older version
of the land as something much more dynamic and volatile.