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Friday, October 30, 2026

12 or 20 (second series) questions with Alta Ifland

Alta Ifland was born and grew up in communist Romania. She came to the US as a political refugee in 1991 and, after a PhD in French language and literature (University of Florida) and a DEA at the University of Strasbourg, she taught for a brief period in academia, then worked as a book reviewer, a writer in her third language (English) and a literary translator from/into Romanian, French and English. She is the author of two collections of prose poems (Voix de glace/Voice of ice, bilingual, self-translated from French, 2008 Louis Guillaume Prize, reissued in an improved edition by Punctum Books in 2025; and The Snail’s Song) and two books of short stories (Elegy for a Fabulous World, 2010 finalist, Northern California Book Award, and Death-in-a-Box, 2010 Subito Press Fiction Prize of the University of Colorado). Ifland’s novels, The Wife Who Wasn’t and Speaking to No. 4, were published by New Europe Books in 2021 and 2022, respectively. Ifland’s latest novel, Two Queens and a Chronicler, was published in 2025 by Open Ends Press and Elegy for a Fabulous World came out in France this year in her own translation. Ifland represented Romania at "The Nights of Literature" in 2021 (New York) and 2026 (Paris). After 30 years of life in the US, Ifland now lives in France.

1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?

            My first book (Voix de glace/Voice of ice, prose poems, first edition 2007) is bilingual, French/English, written in my second language (learned in school) and translated into my third (learned as an immigrant adult). Even though it received an important French prize, my life wasn’t changed in any way by it; only my CV. Since I self-translate myself, my translations are part of my creative work. My most recent work in English is an atypical historical novel, Two Queens and a Chronicler (New York, Open Ends Press, 2025) written as a dialogue between a Romanian-born American writer and two of Romania’s queens. My latest translation is the translation into French of my first collection of short stories written in English, Elegy for a Fabulous World (English edition, 2009; French edition, 2026). To compare these works would be like comparing two different identities. On the other hand, it would be interesting to compare the first edition of Voice of ice to its 2025 edition because the changes I made reflect major changes in my own life and mindset. I will give you only one example: the line from the poem “Mourning the country” (first edition), “What is a country? A fiction for the brainless” becomes “What is a country? An impossible land” (second edition).

2 - How did you come to prose poetry first, as opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?

At the time, I was more inclined toward lyricism than today, and poetry is more open to lyricism than prose. The longer the form, the less lyrical. Also, English being my third language, it was easier to start with a shorter form.

3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?

            The only one of my books that came out of copious notes is my first novel (as yet unpublished). Prior to this, I had written prose poems and short stories, and it wasn’t easy to move from them to a larger form with a coherent structure. Structurally speaking, there is a greater difference between a short story and a novel than between a prose poem and a short story. My other works (short stories, novels) are written without notes and with only a few changes. The only work standing apart in the way it was created is the first one (Voice of ice). I created the short pieces in French in my head, and only after several versions (all memorized and unwritten), I committed pen to paper, which meant that the written (final) version is different that the original (unwritten) one. That’s why I claim that this is a bilingual book without an original.

4 - Where does a prose poem or work of fiction usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?

            Often, a prose poem or a short story comes to me from a specific rhythm or phrase that I’ve read somewhere. I write when I am inspired, even when I write novels—that is, I don’t suffer of “writer’s block” because I never force myself to write. When I start working on a novel, I don’t know all that will happen in it. Part of the pleasure of creating resides for me in discovering the form and the content of the work as it develops. While I have an idea about the work from the beginning, its manifestation always “betrays” the initial concept. I like to surprise myself.

5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?

            I enjoy doing public readings, but they are certainly not part of my creative process. Like Proust, I distinguish between a public/social persona and a creative self.

6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?

            I studied philosophy in France in the 90s and wrote my dissertation on the most “difficult” 20th century French philosopher, Maurice Blanchot, so “theoretical concerns” are very much part of my writing. My non-fiction book (part memoir, part theoretical inquiry), Comment peut-on être Américain?/How Can One Be an American?, the result of a 30-year reflection on differences between American society and Europe, is scheduled for publication next year in France. It is a very complex work with a thesis about the creation of American identity linked to the creation of the country as a gradual conquest of land and of nature, which has triggered a subliminal desire to control nature and replace it with artifice and technology. Likewise, most of my novels address questions of cultural differences between the US and (Eastern) Europe, the construction of reality through language, and the different structures of thinking articulated in/through the language we speak.

7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Do they even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?

            A writer is someone who works primarily with language and offers a description of society or vision of the world through his/her work. Whatever the content of a writer’s work, what counts is the interplay between his/her inherently subjective selfhood and its objectification in/through writing. It seems to me that this vision of the writer is threatened in many Western societies and in particular in North America where a writer is now expected to regurgitate certain ideological dogmas and even use a ready-made language that reminds me of what we used to call “wooden language” under communism. While in communist Romania, this language was enforced by a dictator and a unique political party, in North America, this expectation comes from the cultural institutions, the academics and the writers themselves (not all, obviously, but those who occupy key institutional positions). It is a mystery to me how such writers don’t find this language repugnant and how they can imagine that by using it they are “fighting oppression.” If your language is made of slogans, ready-made formulas, academic jargon and ideological kitsch, no matter how well-intentioned, you cannot free anyone else because you are yourself unfree.

8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?

            My experience in working with American editors was extremely negative because they attempt to rewrite your/one’s work according to their own vision of literature and what “good writing” is supposed to be, or worse, according to what they imagine readers want. I believe there are two main causes for this attitude: 1. creative writing programs and the culture of the workshop. I am aware that there are as many teachers as classes, and they are not all the same, but generally speaking, these programs and workshops have created a type of student that no longer regards a work of literature as the incarnation of a unique mind and sensibility, but rather, as a product that can be manipulated (made “better”) throughs some kind of collective or third-party input, whereby the latter is made of people who are there by chance and may have nothing in common with the author of the respective piece; 2. A hypercapitalist vision of literature and of the publishing industry, where said work is treated, as I said, as a product, and not as the materialization of a Subject’s mind and imagination. In the process of rewriting done by many editors, this Subject is utterly annihilated, which is even more ironic if said Subject happens to be an immigrant and the editors make a big deal of their “support” of immigrants. Usually, they support an essentialized abstraction called “immigrant,” but have no respect for the individual. It goes without saying that I don’t object to minor and necessary corrections of grammar and orthograph, but rather, to changes of style and vision. So far, my experience with French editors has been better (knock on wood!), though the younger ones are increasingly similar to their American counterparts.

9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?

            I hate advice when it comes to literary writing because it’s based on the presumption that there is a “good” way of writing and in order to achieve it, one needs to take a class or listen to the best advice. In reality, what is good for one writer is bad for another. Therefore, I neither take nor give advice.

10 - How easy has it been for you to move between genres (prose poems to short stories to novels)? What do you see as the appeal?

            It has been a natural, organic process of moving from a “smaller,” more emotional genre to a “bigger,” more analytical one. Almost all my novels are satire or social criticism, while my short stories are absurdist and fable-like, and my prose poems have been described as “surrealist.” The longer I lived in the US, the more I had something (critical) to say about society, which could only be said in the discursive form of the novel in the tradition of realism.

11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?

            I have no “typical” day because I suffer of severe insomnia, and when my day starts depends on how I sleep. But I generally start late and very slowly. I have coffee and read for about half an hour; I only write late at night. Sometimes I go to bed at 4 am.

12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?

            I always return for inspiration to classics and writers I love. To which writers, it depends on the language in which I write at the time. If I write in French, my model is Proust. If in English, it depends on my mood.

13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?

            Baked or grilled eggplant, which in late summer fills all the Romanian neighborhoods.

14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?

            Many of the poems in Voice of ice were inspired by Northern California nature and its wild beauty. Some of the prose poems in The Snail’s Song are playful descriptions of small animals (snails, porcupines, turtles). As for visual art, I am sometimes inspired by film scenes, more rarely by paintings, though my first-published novel, The Wife Who Wasn’t, a satirical comedy about Moldovan immigrants in California, includes two characters who are painters of Orthodox icons (an art with specific rules that I describe in detail) and the theft of a painting by Egon Schiele. My second novel, Speaking to No 4, discusses architecture, more specifically, differences between French monasteries and Japanese temples.

15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?

            I have been shaped emotionally by 19th century Anglophone novels, and intellectually by 20th century French writers and philosophers. But underneath them all are hidden Romanian and world folktales, which are the primary structure sustaining all the others.

16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?

            Not much. I don’t have a bucket list, and I hate extreme sports and similar adventures. I have mostly bourgeois dreams: to travel. I lived for 30 years in the States, so I haven’t seen much of Europe, and I would like to see as much of it as possible. I haven’t even seen most of Romania, my country of birth. Outside of Europe, I would like to go back to Japan, a country whose culture I find fascinating and whose language I once attempted to learn. Learn Japanese, I suppose this could be a goal for the future.

17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?

            My dream was to be a figure ice-skater or a classical ballerina, but my parents were not the kind to encourage such ideas, and, alas, it is too late now. But I wrote a novel (as yet unpublished) in which the main character is an ice skater—fiction is the best revenge against life.

18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?

            Maybe the fact that as a child and a teenager, my biggest pleasure was reading. Or maybe the fact that my first-grade instructor told me in front of everybody else that I wrote like a writer. Ever since, I’ve wanted to be a writer.

19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?

I haven’t read a “great” book in a long time, but the most recent good book I read is Le Jardin des rochers by the celebrated Greek writer Nikos Kazantzakis, who wrote this fascinating novel about China and Japan in 1936 in French. The last great film: Que la bête meure (May the Beast Die), 1969, by French director Claude Chabrol.

20 - What are you currently working on?

            I am translating into French my second novel, Speaking to No 4, which will be published early next year in France.

12 or 20 (second series) questions;

 

Thursday, August 08, 2019

12 or 20 (second series) questions with Andrew Farkas


Andrew Farkas [photo credit: Jacob Knabb] is the author of a novel: The Big Red Herring (forthcoming from KERNPUNKT Press in October 2019), and two short fiction collections: Sunsphere (BlazeVOX [books]) and Self-Titled Debut (Subito Press). His work has appeared in The Iowa Review, North American Review, The Cincinnati Review, The Florida Review, Western Humanities Review, Denver Quarterly, and elsewhere. He has been thrice nominated for a Pushcart Prize, including one Special Mention in Pushcart Prize XXXV and one Notable Essay in Best American Essays 2013. He holds a Ph.D. from the University of Illinois at Chicago, an M.F.A. from the University of Alabama, an M.A. from the University of Tennessee, and a B.A. from Kent State University. He is a fiction editor for The Collagist and an Assistant Professor of English at Washburn University. He lives in Lawrence, Kansas.

1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?

My first book, Self-Titled Debut, was a real shock because I submitted it to one press and it got accepted. Sunsphere, my most recently published book, was also a shock because it took me about ten years to get published. Strangely, I was more or less writing both of them at the same time. So, Sunsphere and Self-Titled Debut feel similar to me because they're both short fiction collections that I wrote at about the same time. They're different because Sunsphere is specifically focused on concepts stemming from energy, entropy, the 1982 World's Fair, and the Sunsphere itself, while Self-Titled Debut does not have a specific focus, being all of the non-Sunsphere stories I wrote during that time period. 

2 - How did you come to fiction first, as opposed to, say, poetry or non-fiction?

I didn't really become a reader until junior high. Before that, however, I would invent my own sports that I'd either play in my basement or outside. But I didn't just create the sports and play them. I also invented the players (who were oftentimes named for actual athletes), gave them their own personalities, and I acted as the play-by-play and color commentators. In other words, I was living out Robert Coover's The Universal Baseball Assoc., J. Henry Waugh, prop. without knowing it. I think that helped steer me toward fiction (and toward metafiction), since I was already creating storylines and characters who I'd comment on.

3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?

Normally, ideas come to me pretty easily. The toughest part of any project for me, though, is the beginning, when I'm sitting there with a blank screen. At that point, I normally write down, as you say, copious notes. At some point, however, I have to start pounding on the keyboard and just accept the fact that what I write is going to sound terrible at that stage. Then, with more notes, more keyboard bashing, more outlines, and then rewriting the bad early drafts, everything starts to come together. Consequently, I love the later stages, when I know what's going to go where, and all I have to do is work on making it sound right. 

4 - Where does a work of prose usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?

Of my three books, two of them were books from the beginning (Sunsphere and The Big Red Herring), one was not (Self-Titled Debut). However, I don't think collections of short stories or essays need to have a central focus. Although the stories in Sunsphere have some version of the Sunsphere in all of them but one, the styles and genres are very different. Even my novel has lots of different parts that technically connect, but are still very different from each other.  

5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?

I read my writing out-loud a lot while I'm working on it. So, since I'm pretty much practicing for public readings the entire time I'm writing, I do enjoy giving readings. I've found it can be a little difficult to get readings in places where you don't live and don't know anyone, though.

6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?

I sometimes think of a spectrum where on one end is the word “dramatic” and on the other end is the word “absurd.” I feel that work interested in the dramatic is interested in where we are in the world; work that’s interested in the absurd is interested in where we are in the universe. The reason fiction that skews toward the absurd tends to drop conventional plot elements is because, universally speaking, our actions don’t affect much. My work, of course, skews very much toward the absurd (one of my editors at Subito Press said that my writing “effs the ineffable”) because I’m very interested in where we are in the universe, why we're here, why there is something instead of nothing, how do we confront notions of reality, and so on. These questions aren't exactly new, but I'm still interested in them.  

7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?

Movies and TV shows are fantastic at dealing with the visible world; literature is fantastic at dealing with the invisible. What's important that's invisible? Our interior lives and concepts that just don't lend themselves to physical representation. Authors, then, can help us with our interior lives by showing us what we can't usually see, by helping us grapple with the unknown. Granted, people have to be willing to follow the author, which I figure is why you asked if the author has a role in larger culture. People are often afraid to deal with such ethereal problems. But since reality is so complex, when people need to broaden their mental horizons, authors are there to help.   

8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?

I absolutely need feedback on my work to bring it to completion. I'm lucky to have met people in my life, like Louis Moyse, Carl Peterson, Travis Hessman, who have helped me immensely with various projects. They're the ones willing to tell me when something isn't working. That's the sort of thing I need to hear at times in order to progress forward.

9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?

Ignore all universal rules of writing as they are equally worthless – including this one.

10 - How easy has it been for you to move between genres (short stories to the novel)? What do you see as the appeal?

I have written fiction (short stories and a novel), creative nonfiction, plays, and screenplays. I find my brain works differently depending on what I'm writing. For instance, in order to write good plays, I absolutely had to learn to hear my work in a different way. That which sounds great in a short story doesn't necessarily sound any good in a play. One of the things that helped me was staged readings. I walked into my first staged reading thinking, "This play is already done, why am I even here?" and walked out thinking, "Pretty much the whole play needs to be rewritten." After learning that lesson, I was always on the lookout for how I could use a specific genre, instead of thinking that one style was good enough.

11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?

I'm a night owl, and I find my best work gets done at night. When I first start a project, I can't write for very long, but I can pace a great deal (luckily, I've never lived above anyone). As the project gets going, though, I can work more and more. I even find myself drawn toward my desk, whereas early on I have to fool myself into sitting down and putting my hands on the keyboard (I'm just going to check my email, yeah, I'm not writing, just checking my email). The closest I get to a normal writing schedule is, like, maybe 8:00pm to midnight.

12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?

Old standup comedy routines, especially the ones by Steven Wright, often put my brain in the right gear. So do movie theaters (even if I see a bad or mediocre movie) and art museums. Walking through a big city, or riding a mass transit train at night can help a lot too.   

13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?

Akron, Ohio claims to be the birthplace of the hamburger. So, hamburgers.

14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?

Visual art (especially Magritte, Lichtenstein's parodic works, Chuck Close), quantum physics, logical paradoxes, cult films, film noir, neo-noir, strange music (Tom Waits, but also plenty of stuff from Dr. Demento), rare mental conditions, old text-based adventures, old video games, theories of reality (the simulation hypothesis, for instance).

15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?


16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?

I'd like to write a film that gets produced. Even if it were short and extremely low budget/no budget.

17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?

I honestly think my options were writer and occupations connected to writing (like my teaching of writing), or nothing. If I wasn't in the general writing game, then, I'd likely be in the pizza delivery or mosquito control business.    

18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?

I don't agree with Flannery O'Connor on much, but she said that the only reason to write is because you've found you're good at it. If I can say so without sounding too arrogant, that's why I kept at writing.

19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?

Patrick Parks' Tucumcari is an awesome book! As for the film, I'm strangely fascinated with Shawn Linden's Nobody (2007). I'm not sure it's great, but for some reason I keep re-watching it.  

20 - What are you currently working on?

I'm currently working on a collection of creative nonfiction essays called The Great Indoorsman.


Sunday, January 27, 2019

Soham Patel, to afar from afar and ever really hear it



This is to inform you:



Where you are going.  To offspring your own place

for the compass needle to point—make your own

magnetisms.  Only movement generates equations.

The push and the pull.  You carry a globe around:

furniture.  Used to reference, instruct, daydream,

decorate.   Ecliptic obliquities solve some loss.

Trace the figure eight.  Follow the way the analemma

draws the path the sun makes in the sky. Memorize

the Equation-of Time:      in the Northern Hemisphere if you

see the sun’s position is more east than where the dial on your

watch says it would be, the Equation-of-Time is negative—

the clock is behind the sun—if the sun is more west, the

Equation-of-Time is positive—the clock is in front of the

sun.  it will tell you what month.  It shows us the sun’s

declination for every day in the year.  You can sit still

feel the hours turn.

Georgia-based poet and editor Soham Patel’s managed two full-length poetry collections last year, including her debut, to afar from afar (CCM/Writ Large Press, 2018), and ever really hear it (Boulder CO: Subito Press, 2018), on the heels of four chapbooks, including and nevermind the storm and New Weather Drafts (both from Portable Press @Yo-Yo Labs) and Riva: A Chapter (kitchen-shy press). I do find it curious that neither collection includes an author biography, a rarity for poetry titles, let alone two by the same author, which might lead one to suspect this might be an author preference, allowing the work to speak without interference.

The book is built in sections: the seven poem “This is to inform you:” (with all poems sharing that title), the ten poem “On an other note:” (with all poems sharing that title), the triptych “smoke prelude – for now,” “in    airplane” and “to hear it and forget,” to the ten poem “Mixed with always”: (with all poems sharing that title) and the final poem in the collection, the single page “Hello, Ghost,” a poem that reverberates through the collection as a whole:

Hello, Ghost


As you trace your finger over
the globe your uncle gave you
the year you were born,
you remember how he used
to call it your baby earth.
It has raised and indented
relief. Your finger trembles
when you spin it fast. Fast
like the metals spinning
past the mantle at the core.
But on this 12” replica
of where we are—with its
white-like-parchment antique
ocean—only synthetic resins
and textile fibers can reside.
You remove a line of dust.
Rolling fingerwide waves.
Recall this isn’t like those
go-where-your-finger-lands
when-the-spinning-stops
destiny kind of games.
This is for remembering
the dust trail you’re always
leaving behind and the one
you aim at errantly
like a bewildered scout.
If language can only offer
a reduction of things—
why is it years
later when you notice
it still says Ceylon, you say
nothing and keep spinning?

The poems in to afar from afar are composed as extended, linked suites, each poem connecting to the prior, and speak to attention, attentiveness and distraction. The poems speak of, against and to the distances, from geography and home to those that may have been left behind. How does one bridge such enormous gaps? There is something fundamental about how Patel writes about and around being, and the creation and self-creation that battles expectation, as well as how that being interacts with the world. She writes intimately, it would seem, of being so very far away from home. As she writes in the first section of “This is to inform you:” poems: “How to make a good husband. / How to make a good wife. How / to make all the children obey / right. To make a house hold run. ///// Flames are the place from which you came.” There is such a deep and abiding wisdom to her lyrics and prose poems, one that seeks to navigate the world and be open to all its charms and difficulties. The kind of poems that, to paraphrase Don McKay, any bird would trust to land upon.

Winner of the 2017 Subito Prize, ever really hear it is another collection constructed as an extended lyric suite, one that is built out of sentences, prose poems and incredible lyric precision. As she writes:

You walk into a room full of forgiving. Both sable and embryonic in what it knows—a room can know something clearly when the ceiling is all glazed and glitter. A sandy sort of silvergold. Pink trimmings and paint chips. I cannot speak these narratives into being. You just have to pay attention. Whatever you can afford. Listen to the same song in different volumes. There are always noises traveling in through spaces between windows and walls.

A lyric is a way of saying in some other language. Dust is nothing but skin shedding and sweep and swipe all you want it always comes back. Hands push into other hands so know breath has a music all its own—know that to have been named after a breath is one thing that can keep the people breathing. After our return: remembrance—after remembrance: you draw the curtains. I draw a bath.

It would be interesting to know which collection was composed first, although it might not entirely matter, both titles circling each other’s orbit (akin to a binary star, perhaps), emerging almost as an unbound dos-à-dos. The parlance of Patel’s poems in ever really hear it really do feel meant to be heard aloud; her lines crackle and bounce, such as the poem “juke :,” that includes: “Gullah // came through the jukebox. / Singing. After rhymes continued. / Came loud so no forgetting now / come the grinding, come the high.” The way her poems are constructed, often title-less (utilizing the first line to indicate poems in the table of contents) is reminiscent, slightly, of the work of Kate Greenstreet, in that the poems, while they might exist as singular units or smaller groupings, they really are meant to exist in this book-length form, surviving impossibly in the wild and held together by an intricate series and sequence of threads, cadences and accumulations.

These really are a remarkable pair of poetry titles, and can be read together or apart, equally (although I would recommend both, if such a thing is possible). If to afar from afar wrote of distances and ghosts, ever really hear it exists in more immediate spaces, exploring a deep intimacy around listening, hearing and other tactile responses, as well as what could be a short excerpt that might be seen as relating to the lack of an author biography (although, admittedly, that might be me reaching for a connection that might not exist): “For the record to be a hit, / it also has to be disposable. / I have no bibliography.” If to afar from afar is a book of away, ever really hear it is a book of where she is, and is making her home. Her poems explore spaces, places and relationships, even if that relationship is but with the blank page.

I keep a leaf in this notebook. She gave it to me. In every city, morning is the same: sun and something warm to drink. A king has been born in a tupelo but queens in the mid-east keep all land full of grace. In Santa Fe, a stranger gave me a necklace—in Chicago, a kiss. Driving too late one night in Summit County the headlights weren’t bright enough to move a moose off the road—she looked up and looked me in the eyes and she grinned back. Hear vagrant harmony best when the music is turned up: all the way up to eleven if you will. What have you ever done but wondered when you could go home. Brown flares warn dancers not to step on feet but just remember every suit is sequined. I wrote down what I couldn’t say. Each word has been lifted from a book. Before I get back on the bus, a woman at the filling station asks me where I am from. I pretend I can’t hear her. Dark shades, white belt, stowed drams, in the pocket: rolling papers and a flinted lighter, practiced answers for interviews, comb, dust cloth, rose water, corrugated map of the Americas.