Three poems for Heather Spears

(1934-2021)

1.

Between fluidity,
attentive cells, an illustrated

pantomime. She captured medical standards, poetry
readings, courtroom action. The face

of stillbirth. Bedside

vigils. Hand, hand,
fingers,

thumb. A blueprint for intimacy,
against a vast

seduced indifference.

 

2. 

Such papery fields: the animation
of a poetry panel, gestures

behind the open window. This filament of lines
our only access. An elusive quality,

from which there is only memory.

 

3.

My mis-pronounce of Van Gogh, responding
with her pulsing Khokh, hard-pressed

the guttural Dutch. She rolled
her eyes. She

savoured, stared. She handed
me my portrait. Here.

 

 

 

Arc walks, 2018 : byward market

[Brendan McNally's photo of us in the Tin House Courtyard, as part of the Northern Comfort entry] 

This is the text of the final of my four solicited “Arc Walks” [see links to the whole series—Centretown, Glebe, Hintonburg and the Byward Market—as it appears here, including post-walk texts and links to the poem handouts] I’d been commissioned to do this year, thanks very much to Arc Poetry Magazine (specifically Frances Boyle, Chris Johnson and James Moran) and The Community Foundation. The fourth walk was in the midst of some very cold weather—minus twelve or thirteen degrees—but managed to be a walk nonetheless, unlike our penultimate walk through Hintonburg. Thanks very much to my readers Colin Morton [see the link to his poem handout for the event here] and Danielle Gregoire (who recently returned to the Ottawa area after a four year haitus), and to both of them as well, among others (including Blaine Marchand, Stephanie Bolster, Rusty Priske, Susan McMaster, John Bart Gerald and Warren Dean Fulton), who provided essential details I might not otherwise have known, as well as to Brendan McNally for providing a couple of photos of the walk itself. Might there be more of these walks in the future? I’m not sure. My research has already half-built walks through Lowertown and Elgin Street/Golden Triangle, but let’s see how the next few months go, work-wise…

WALK FOUR:

FIRST STOP: National Gallery of Canada: There have been numerous poets working in and through the National Gallery of Canada over the years. Staff alone have included Susan McMaster, Nina Berkhout, Anita Lahey, John Barton, Robyn Jeffrey and Stephanie Bolster. Susan McMaster, for example, worked at the Gallery from 1988 to 2008, predominantly as Senior Book Editor, as well as founding editor of Vernissage, the bilingual art quarterly of the National Gallery of Canada. McMaster, mentioned briefly during my Glebe walk as a founding member of the intermedia group First Draft, was also the President of The League of Canadian Poets(2011-12), founding editor of the national feminist magazine Branching Out (1973-80), served on the editorial boards of Arc Poetry Magazine and Quarry magazine, and was head of the Feminist Caucus and the Freedom of Expression committees of The League of Canadian Poets. She is the author or editor of some two dozen poetry books, anthologies and periodicals, as well as recordings with First Draft, SugarBeat and Geode Music and Poetry, and her work has been presented at the Great Canadian Theatre Company, and workshopped at the National Arts Centre Atelier.

[Danielle Gregoire and Colin Morton]  

The benefit to a poet editing such a magazine as Vernissage was the possibility of original poetry appearing in each issue. Work was included by both English and French-language poets, thanks in part to an editorial assist by two published and well-respected Francophone poets, Claire Rochon and Myriam Afriat, both of whom were already working at the Gallery as editors. As McMaster says: “Rather than using translators, except I think two cases, we used different poems per issue, always matched to artworks.” At different points, Ottawa poets John Newlove, Anita Lahey, Colin Morton and Sylvia Adams also worked for the magazine as editors and/or feature writers, and there were contributions by multiple other poets, including Governor General’s Award-winner Denise Desautels, Hélène Dorion and Gabriel Lalonde. As McMaster responded via email: “Starting with that first issue, works by poets from across the country were made available in almost every issue of the magazine until I left, and were also mounted on the new audioguides.” She was good enough to provide an extensive list of writers from across Canada with poems published in the pages of Vernissage during her tenure, a list I include here in full: Stephanie Bolster, Ian Tamblyn, François Morel, Veda Hille, Jean-Noël Pontbriand, Douglas Burnet Smith, Michel Andrée Sincennes, Penn Kemp, Elizabeth Gourlay, Gabriel Lalonde, Christopher Patton, Sandy Shreve, George Whipple, Hélène Dorion, Denise Desautels, François Vigneault, Jocelyn Boisvert, Sylvia Adams, Colin Morton, Heather Pyrcz, Roy Campbell, Anita Lahey, Diana Brebner, John Barton, Inge Israel and Gabriel Lalonde.

It was McMaster who invited Bolster to a meeting at the gallery which led to her being hired as Assistant Editor on October 1, 1998, where Bolster remained until she moved to Montreal to join the Creative Writing faculty of the English Department at Concordia University in the fall of 2000. In 2002, McMaster returned to her previous position of Senior Book Editor, with John Barton taking over the position of Editor in Chief of Vernissage, a position he held until he left for Victoria, British Columbia to take over The Malahat Review in 2004.

Diana Brebner, whom I spoke of as part of my Hintonburg walk, was one of numerous poets who also came through the National Gallery to sketch out poems on visual art, and her sequence “Eleven Paintings by Mary Pratt” won the 1992 CBC Poetry Prize. This poem subsequently appeared in her second collection, The Golden Lotus (Netherlandic Press, 1993), and further, in her posthumous title, The Ishtar Gate: Last and Selected Poems. If one wished a quick Coles Notes on the late Diana Brebner, the important facts would include her mentorship of younger writers, her appreciation of the sonnet, and her fascination with composing poems on visual art. Her long poem “Head of a Girl,” also included in The Golden Lotus, composed on the painting of the same name by Vermeer, won first prize in the 10^th anniversary Literary Competition of Netherlandic Press in 1991. The third section, “Silver Fish On Crimson Foil,” of her “Eleven Paintings by Mary Pratt” reads:

This is the river of blood, the salmon run;

so ruthless, in their dark bed, the dusk years

bring to bear, upon anything, or all things

that we care to call dreams. You want to

believe it will be easy, clear & fluid; life

looks you straight in the eye, and you flourish.

you want to believe; if You swim like crazy

everything turns out right at the end. Now,

I ask myself: What bloody river is this? I set

my mouth (that wants to gape) stubbornly shut.

I carry on, one silver creature on the heraldic

field, companion to lions and unicorns, worthy

of shields. I carry on. Up the river I go

to my crimson foil, the river, and bed,

that I am carried on; and the blue heavens

will move, reflected in all, and the silver

fishflash of my joy will shout, and then

every good thing will be words in my mouth.

Stephanie Bolster says that when she first moved to Ottawa in the spring of 1996, she met Diana Brebner at the League of Canadian Poets Annual General Meeting, held that year at the National Library and Archives on Wellington Street. As Bolster says: “She’d learned of my work through the editors at The New Quarterly, and shortly after, when the League proposed a mentorship program, she asked if I’d be interested in working with her. I think the mentorship lasted around three months (maybe six?) and we met regularly at the Gallery, often just to talk in the cafeteria by those huge windows, and sometimes to visit the galleries themselves. One of my ‘assignments’ was to write a prizewinning poem (I was inspired by her having won the CBC competition for her Mary Pratt poems, and the League contest for “Snow Angels”). My favourite was to choose three works in the collection – she specified that they be ones I resisted, not ones I immediately responded to as a writer, or ones I liked – to inspire three poems. She chose three works herself, but didn’t complete her poems.” Bolster adds that hers became the “Three Goddesses” poems at the end of her second full-length collection, Two Bowls of Milk (McClelland & Stewart, 1999). Her first collection composed in Ottawa, two of the four sections of Two Bowls of Milk were directly composed on visual art, from the third section, “DEUX PERSONNAGES DANS LA NUIT: poems from paintings by Jean Paul Lemieux,” and “INSIDE A TENT OF SKIN: poems in the National Gallery of Canada,” a section originally produced as a chapbook through Vancouver Island publisher Mother Tongue. The first of her “Three Goddesses,” composed on the painting “Venus” by Lucas Cranach the Elder, reads:

Love, the Romans said they made you –

and how small you have become.

Barefoot on stones, you have no need

of fig leaves, for you’ve learned

to keep the body in itself and not to let

the breasts go loose. What child

could your hips span other than yourself?

In fear you’ve put on heavy necklaces

as though you were not enough. Your

painter must have thought you wanton,

his neck aflush with shame at posing a girl

unclothed for Art. Your shame at having

flesh is greater. Would you rather lack

a body and so be safe from probing

fingertips and gazes, be safe from what

that body wants? I have wanted

to turn away from the sudden ivory

of your skin, too rare a thing,

endangered, endangering its self

and mine by such exposure.

SECOND STOP: 206 Saint Patrick Street: From 1995 to 2015, poet, fiction writer, publisher and activist John Bart Gerald and his wife, the artist Julie Maas, lived at 206 Saint Patrick Street where they ran an Atelier/showroom for their publications and artwork. Born in New York City in 1940, Gerald worked with Dr. Albert Schweitzer in 1960, lectured at City College of New York and ran workshops at Saint Mark’s Poetry Project in the 1960s, marched with Dr. Martin Luther King in 1965 from Selma to Montgomery, Alabama, and published novels in 1964 (Viking) and 1972 (Farrar Straus & Giroux). A former lecturer at Harvard, he quit the university for their refusal to comment on the Vietnam War. The couple co-founded gerald and mass in 1978 to produce small publications of their combined writing and artwork, as well as the Convention against Genocide when it fell out of print. After years of living in Maine, he moved his family to Ottawa in 1995, where he spent twenty years very active in writing, publishing and activism, before moving to Montreal in 2015.

THIRD STOP: 18 Murray Street: In June, 1972, Ottawa poet William Hawkins, discussed as part of the Centretown walk, and others were responsible for a poetry reading outside in the Byward Market to memorialize the old Victoria Hotel, a building that had been torn down earlier that year. The reading was held in the hotel’s back yard at 18 Murray Street, an event we are only aware of due to the entire transcript of the event published as a book by Commoner’s Press in 1973 as Northern Comfort, a book self-described as “being a reading of poetry by various people, given in the back yard of the Victoria Hotel 18 Murray Street, the Byward Market, Ottawa, on the evening of June 29th, 1972.” An article from the Ottawa Citizen from October 25, 1972 writes that “The three story building at 18 Murray St has erroneously come to be known as the Victoria Hotel. NCC spokesmen said its historical value is vague and ‘marginal’ at best. […] It is assumed to have been built in 1862.” The blog Urbsite posted an article on February 8, 2014 [http://urbsite.blogspot.com/2014/02/the-victoria-hotel.html] that provides further information on the history of the site, including on the confusion of where exactly the Victoria Hotel may have sat, and a plethora of information on fires, National Capital Commission missed opportunities, and what lives here now.

The anthology Northern Comfort was transcribed was transcribed, edited, and sent to the printer by Ottawa poet Neil Flowers [see my interview with Flowers on the project here] (via the moniker Monk Besserer aka Neil Whiteman, brother of poet, critic and archivist Bruce Whiteman) from recordings provided by Peter Lamb of Coon Hollow Films and Maria Sparks of Ottawa Living Radio. The book returned from the printer after Flowers had moved to British Columbia, where he lived for seven years on Saltspring Island and in Vancouver before relocating to Los Angeles where he works in the film business as a writer, script doctor, and teacher of screenwriting. The book includes transcripts of the evening’s readings by William Hawkins, Alyx Jones, Robert Hogg, Marius Kociejowski, Christopher Levenson, Neil Whiteman, Jack Nathanson, George Johnston [discussed at length during my Glebe walk], Ronnie Judge, “Unknown Reader,” David Andrews, The 47 Argyle Street Band, Christophe James and Bill Stevenson. Incidentally, George Johnston couldn’t actually attend the event, but read his poems over the phone (which was directly put to the microphone) and poems by the American poet Charles Olson (as read by Hawkins). As Cameron Anstee wrote of the book at the ottawa poetry newsletter in 2011: “The charm of the book lies in its apparent faith to the recording. The transcription includes the speakers, the banter, the introductions, comments from the audience, as well as a generous selection of photos of the event.” He continues:

Northern Comfort occupies a unique position in these respects (at least so far as my own reading has turned up). While the text initially appears to offer an unadulterated transcription of the reading in question, numerous editorial comments, as well as an introductory note, make clear that this is a fragment rather than a whole. However, what is most interesting about Northern Comfort is that it was produced in the immediate wake of the reading, rather than at a later date and further distance. It was transcribed and published within one year of the reading. The effect of this, in my opinion, is to create an object that shares the spirit and intent of the initial reading. It is not total narrative, but rather a strange, bizarre, wonderful book-object that mirrors the described strange, bizarre, wonderful reading-event. The fidelity of Northern Comfort is not to the reading, but rather to the spirit of the reading.

FOURTH STOP: 27 York Street: From November 1994 through the end of 1995, poet and chapbook publisher Warren Dean Fulton ran The Vogon Reading Series at Zaphod Beeblebrox. The series was named after the third worst poetry in the universe, taken, as the name of the club itself, from Douglas Adams’ infamous The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy, a quintet of novels originally begun as a radio play. Ottawa’s Zaphod Beeblebrox self-described as “the original nightclub at the edge of the universe, an intimate live music venue and dance club featuring Pan Galactic Gargle Blasters and other such exotic cocktails,” and existed here as the club’s second location from 1992 through to May 4, 2017.

The Vogon Reading Series was a continuation of Fulton’s Vanilla Reading Series, a series held at Lois N’ Frima’s Ice Cream locations in both the Byward Market and on Elgin Street from October 1993 to October 1994, during Fulton’s time working there, providing poetry and ice cream to a bevy of confused customers and passers-by. Readers during these series included writers from Ottawa and beyond, such as Stan Rogal, Erin Manning, Nadia Halim, Gwendolyn Guth, James Spyker, Kathryn Payne, Death Waits (now known as Jacob Wren), Joe Blades, Catherine Jenkins and Patrick White, as well as a variety of slam poets, and launches for the quarterly poetry, fiction and comics journal Hostbox magazine. It was also around this time that Fulton founded Pooka Press, a small press focused on single-author poetry chapbooks, which still occasionally produces titles from time to time.

It was through Vogon that Ottawa held the first Poetry Slam on April 23, 1995, as part of the Ottawa Valley Book Festival. As Fulton writes, a “Poetry Slam” was a “competitive, judged, and scored poetry event, called Slam, a novelty, a poetry gimmick, with prize money, introduced to me by Boston poet Marcel Kopp [….].” He recalls an earlier competitive poetry event at Carleton University through the English Literature Society, held during his tenure as President of the ESL, but the first “Slam” event, following many of Slam founder Marc Smith’s original rules (formed in Chicago in 1984 through the GET ME HIGH LOUNGE), was held in Ottawa through the Vogon series. The slams drew immediate attention; the “summer slam” event, held August 6, 1995, had a crowd of more than one hundred people. There were concurrent Slam competitions emerging in Vancouver and Toronto during the same time, and Jill Battson, who organized the Toronto events, often came through Ottawa to participate in the Vogon events. The series also hosted the Ottawa launch of the Michael Holmes’ The Last Word anthology (Toronto ON: Insomniac Press, 1995), one of a handful of anthologies produced through the mid-1990s of the “next generation” of Canadian poets. The Vogon Reading Series finally shuttered when Fulton relocated to British Columbia, where he started working in the film and television industry, working on such projects as X-Men 3: The Last Stand, Arrow and Legion.

Over the years, Fulton has occasionally returned to Ottawa to visit, as well as participate in the ottawa small press book fair, during which he would also instigate a series of literary pub crawls, later producing small chapbook anthologies of the resulting poems.

FIFTH STOP: 55 ByWard Market Square: ByWard Market Building: When Ottawa’s VERSeFest Poetry Festival was founded in 2011, there were those who spoke of it as the city’s first poetry festival, unaware that there were at least two prior poetry festivals held within the city limits, both of which were first held in the ByWard Market. In 1996, for example, Rob Manery and I organized the first of what became three annual WHIPlash poetry festivals. Founded as a two-day event, the first annual WHIPlash festival was held in the basement of Café Deluxe on Dalhousie Street (the subsequent year’s festivals were organized solo by myself, with the second held at The Upstairs Club on Rideau Street, and the third at Club Saw in Arts Court). Prior to that, the collective organizers of The TREE Reading Series put together a two-day poetry festival on August 6 and 7, 1982 as the Ottawa Poetry Festival. The readings were held at S.A.W. Gallery, which at that point was housed in the north end of the second floor of the Byward Market Square, a building originally constructed from 1927 to 1928 as the fifth building to house Ottawa’s public market. The public market, itself, was established in the 1830s by Colonel John By, an English military engineer, known for supervising the construction of the Rideau Canal, and founder of the original Bytown, the village that would eventually become both Ottawa and Capital. 

SAW Gallery was originally named as an acronym for Sussex Annex Works, and founded in 1973 by a group of local artists in a space on the second floor of Café Le Hibou [an establishment discussed at length during my Centretown walk], which at that time was at its third and final location at 521 Sussex Avenue, before recloating to the Market Building. In 1989, SAW finally moved to its current home in Ottawa’s historic Arts Court Building.

As part of the first year of the Ottawa Poetry Festival, Colin Morton edited and produced, with design assistance by Carol English, the chapbook volume WORDFEST, an anthology that included work by featured performers from the two-day event, including Cyril Dabydeen, Mark Frutkin, Alice Groves, Blaine Marchand, George Miller, Riley Tench, Lorna Uher (Crozier), and Patrick White. Part of the offshoot of such an event, and such a publication, was Morton’s decision to found Ouroboros [see my interview with Morton on Ouroboros here], an Ottawa-based publishing house that produced books, chapbooks and ephemera by himself as well as a number of poets around him at the time, including Susan McMaster, Chris Wind, Robert Eady, Margaret Dyment and John Bell, culminating in the 1989 anthology Capital Poets. In the introduction to the first year’s WORDFEST volume, David J. Freedman writes enthusiastically, offering:

            This is an historic occasion. It is Wordfest, and it marks the coming of age of poetry in Ottawa. We, calling ourselves the Ottawa Poetry Festival, had not so much an idea when we started as an opportunity which we took, and here, as in the SAW Gallery, we present the issue of our efforts.

            In this souvenir volume we present the work of all participants. With only two exceptions the poets are local, young and just beginning to come to notice in the city, the country, the continent and beyond. This is our theme, and inevitable once one begins to look at the talen in the city. And yet many of the poets represented here came to Ottawa from somewhere else. And all of them draw influences from elsewhere as well as here.

[Colin Morton, reading from a poem composed during the first Ottawa Poetry Festival, subsequently produced as the first Ouroboros publication (which he handed out copies of); Chris Johnson, holding a sign; Grant Wilkins and Marilyn Irwin, etcetera, listening/following] 

A second Ottawa Poetry Festival was held a year later, again with accompanying chapbook anthology, and was expanded into a three-day event. Held from August 12 to 14, 1983 at the Friend’s Meeting House on Fourth Avenue (where The TREE Reading Series was being held at the time; see my Glebe Walk for further information on The TREE Reading Series), the second annual WORDFEST anthology was again produced by Colin Morton and Carole English, and included work by Richard Truhlar, Steven Smith, Colin Morton, Steve McCaffery, Robert Hogg, Michael Dean and Ottawa poet Catherine Ahearn, who was still in the midst of her tenure as Ottawa’s first official city poet laureate.

Not everyone might know that in the 1980s, the City of Ottawa (or, the government body then known as the Regional Municipality of Ottawa-Carleton) hosted three city poet laureates. Conceived by Ottawa poet, Dr. Catherine Ahearn in 1981 to “help promote the City of Ottawa as well as enrich the lives of its citizens,” she suggested the idea to then-Ottawa Mayor Marion Dewar, who made the position official in 1982, and insisted Ahearn herself be the first to hold the position. Created as a three year post, paying but a dollar a year, Ottawa poet laureates were to write six poems a year, and attend various civic and community group functions across the city. The position was later held by poet, fiction writer and University of Ottawa professor Cyril Dabydeen (1984-1987), and later, poet and former Anthos magazine and Anthos Books editor/publisher Patrick White (1987-1990). As Dabydeen wrote in a piece in The Ottawa Citizen on November 15, 1986:

While no one has expected me to pen verses in the manner of a D.C. Scott or an Archibald Lampman (the two best poets who ever lived here), I've been tempted to justify the honour of being Ottawa’s poet laureate by churning out heroic couplets on some epochal or historical event. Why not, for instance, trace the history of Ottawa as a burgeoning small lumber town, ringing with the cries of the Glengarry men on the Ottawa River on its way to becoming a bureaucracy-crazed nation’s capital?

It was White who moved out to Perth, Ontario in February, 1988, not five months after Mayor Jim Durrell had named him Laureate, causing some consternation around White retaining the title of city laureate. Around the same time, some of the French-speaking poets in town were wondering why all three Ottawa Poet Laureates had been English. Whatever the prompting, after White’s tenure as Laureate, the position was quietly eliminated. Despite the likelihood that Ottawa had the first poet laureate position in the country, it was years before it would exist here again, even as laureates soon popped up all across Canada, from city laureates to provincial laureates to the ongoing federal version: after a focused campaign by the National Council of The League of Canadian Poets, the Parliamentary Poet Laureate position was created in 2002, a two-year post first held by Vancouver poet George Bowering. Through her own tenure, Ahearn wrote poems that seem exactly the kind Bowering would steer clear of, penning small pieces on the Ottawa River, or on Prince Charles and Lady Diana Spencer, some of which were collected in her self-published Poet Laureate poems, 1982-1984 (1984).

After years of a variety of local writers petitioning the city to reintroduce the position, including Steve Artelle and Rod Pederson, it wasn’t until a committee as part of Ottawa’s VERSe Ottawa, the group that runs the annual VERSeFest Poetry Festival, that the city finally agreed. The new two-year position, one with a proper amount of compensation, is now held in both official languages, and the first two poets laureate were announced as part of the festival in March, 2017: Andrée Lacelle and Jamaal Jackson Rogers. The second pair of laureates will be announced at VERSeFest in March, 2019.

SIXTH STOP: 56 Byward Market Square: The Mercury Lounge was the original home of Capital Slam, the biggest regular Spoken Word Poetry Showcase in Ottawa history. Organizers of the series have been legion, including Danielle K.L. Gregoire, Elissa Molino, Nathanael Larochette, Brad Morden, Sarah Ruszala, Blue, Janica Shivkumar and Rusty Priske. Capital Slam was founded in 2004 as a response to the first National Slam Championship, which had been held in Ottawa that same year. Moving around to a couple of venues after its original inception, Capital Slam returned to the Mercury for its seasons finals in 2007, where it remained until October 2015, thus cementing Mercury’s moniker as “The Home of Slam in Ottawa.” By the time of the subsequent event, in November 2015, Capital Slam had relocated to the University of Ottawa’s Café Alternatif, an event which also included the Capital Slam slam debut of Apollo the Child (who won that night’s slam). Slams were still held monthly, but, according to online reports written up by Rusty Priske, only up to March 2016 [Gregoire suggests events did occur for a few months beyond this].

[Danielle Gregoire, performing; Frances Boyle, listening] 

Organized by the Capital Poetry Collective, Capital Slam self-described as “one of the longest running slam series in the country,” and won the National Slam Championships twice: in 2009 and 2010. As Rusty Priske offers:

During CapSlam’s run at the Mercury, they fielded two National Slam Champion teams, in 2009 and 2010, as well as launching the careers of two World Slam Champions, Ian Keteku and OpenSecret (Ikenna Onyegbula).

For a time Ottawa was considered one of the main centres for Spoken Word in Canada, culminating in the largest single event crowd that the Canadian Festival of Spoken Word has ever seen, as nearly 800 people packed into the Dominion Chalmers to see Capital Slam win their second straight National Title. (Another Ottawa team, Urban Legends, came second that year.)

Some names included in those last few years of Capital Slam would include names familiar to those who attend local readings, from John Akpata, Blue and Sarah Ruszala to Lazy Hero, Omar Saghir and Avonlea Fotheringham, but would also include appearances by Amal El-Mohtar, an award-winning writer of fiction, poetry and criticism who subsequently held the position of Writer in Residence at the University of Ottawa before becoming Otherworldly columnist at the New York Times earlier this year, and Sarah Kabamba, who longlisted for the CBC Poetry Prize in 2017.

The Mercury Lounge also briefly hosted The Factory Reading Series, circa 2005, before the series permanently relocated to The Carleton Tavern, as well as some of the above/ground press anniversary events (beginning with the 13th anniversary event, and culminating with the 20th anniversary event in 2013), early launches for the Ottawa poetry pdf annual ottawater, and a variety of events over the years organized as part of Ottawa’s annual VERSeFest Poetry Festival.

Arc walks, 2018 : Hintonburg,

photo pilfered from the internet ; not actually from the event

This is the text of the penultimate of four “Arc Walks” [see links to the whole series--Centretown, Glebe, Hintonburg and the Byward Market--as it appears here, including post-walk texts, notifications on the final walk and links to the poem handouts] I’d been commissioned to do this year, thanks very much to Arc Poetry Magazine and the Community Foundation. The third walk, through Hintonburg, sat in the midst of the wind and the cold and the snow, so the walk ended up being theoretical, held in the upstairs of the Carleton Tavern, as Blaine Marchand pointed in various directions to illustrate different locations (“imagine you are on Wellington Street West right now…). Thanks very much to Blaine Marchand, Anita Lahey, Steve Zytveld, Clare Latremouille, Colin Morton, Craig Poile, Paul Tyler, Stephanie Bolster, Merise Brebner and others who provided some details I might not otherwise have known, and to Marchand and Claire Farley, who were good enough to read (a poem of theirs, alongside a poem by, respectively, Diana Brebner and Anita Lahey). And to the small, shivering crowd! The final walk will be on December 8th in the Byward Market; keep an eye on my link here for confirmation on where we shall be meeting to begin that one.

WALK THREE:

One might say that Hintonburg has had infestations of poets for years, living lives of quiet desperation, even amid increasing gentrification. One of Michael Dennis’ first apartments in Ottawa during the early 1980s was on Spadina Avenue, as was poet Wanda O’Connor’s last apartment, circa 2006, where she held poetry salons in her apartment’s unfinished attic. O’Connor authored a handful of self-published poetry chapbooks as well as a title through above/ground press before heading to Montreal to participate in Concorida’s Creative Writing Program. Marianne Bluger (1945-2005) lived on Clarendon Avenue, in a house since torn down and replaced, as Blaine Marchand says, “by a monstrosity.” During her medical studies in Montreal, Bluger took poetry classes with the poet Louis Dudek. She eventually moved to Ottawa where she raised two children as a single mother, and published numerous books of poetry, including Summer Grass (Brick Books, 1992), Tamarack & Clearcut (Carleton University Press, 1996), Scissor, Paper, Woman (Penumbra Press, 2000) and the posthumous Nude with Scar (Penumbra Press, 2006). More recently, poet and editor Pearl Pirie also lived relatively close, spending half a decade at 202 Hinton Avenue North until 2017, when she and her husband Brian, a performer in multiple of jwcurry’s Messagio Galore sound ensembles, relocated across the river into rural Quebec, to a house they built themselves. Jean Van Loon, who, until recently, was director of The TREE Reading Series, and is the author of Building on River (Cormorant Books, 2018), a poetry debut focused on and around Ottawa’s J.R. Booth, lives on Mayfair Avenue. Blaine Marchand, discussed during both my Centretown and Glebe walks, lives on Warren Avenue, and has, as he says, for 36 years.

FIRST STOP: 1242 Wellington Street West: Our first official stop is the site of the former Collected Works Bookstore and Coffeeshop (1997-2012). As well as being a focal point for numerous literary readings and events, Collected Works hosted a series of writing workshops conducted by local writers, including multiple sessions run by the poet Diana Brebner (1956-2001). Brebner was an incredibly supportive mentor to younger writers, including myself, when we would meet for coffee in the Glebe circa 1993-95, and talk about poetry and exchange tales of our children. She lived just north of the Civic Hospital, at 21 Sims, with her huband and two daughters from October 1992 to February 1999, before she briefly relocated to Sherbrooke Avenue, and finally to an apartment building at 420 Parkdale, right next to the old fire hall, where she lived until she succumbed to cancer in 2001.

Brebner, a proponent of the sonnet during a particularly fallow period for the form, won the CBC Poetry Contest in 1992, and published three trade poetry collections with Netherlandic Press: Radiant Life Forms (1990), The Golden Lotus (1993) and Flora & Fauna (1996). Stephanie Bolster, a poet Brebner had mentored during their shared Ottawa time, edited Brebner’s posthumous The Ishtar Gate: Last and Selected Poems (2004) for McGill-Queen’s Hugh MacLennan Poetry Series. Here’s a poem from her second collection, The Golden Lotus:

The Perfect Garden

for Blaine

Nothing grows in asphalt. But here I 

am trying to grow something, as well

as nothing. Each year some hibiscus

appears, either side of my doorway:

blood-red soldiers, or are they angels?

And the violets, quietly given to my

little daughter, by her dying friend

(a woman of my present age) three years

past. They appear in cinder-blocks

again, and again. Some things will not

forget how they came up from emptiness:

bluebells (called weeds and torn up), lily-

-of-the-valley (between concrete wall

And asphalt plane) green asymptotes

never quite giving up the ghost, never

blue morning-glory on the Frost fence,

and Siberian irises up against the invisible

walls, and old lilac invading the thick

black lie which says: death, which

says: nothing is perfect, or even close.

After Brebner became too ill to continue, the workshops were run by a couple of different poets, including Bolster, before I started conducting my own workshop sessions, which ran throughout the remainder of the store’s existence. After the store closed, I continued running poetry workshops upstairs at the Carleton Tavern, before shifting to our house on Alta Vista Drive. Over the years, participants in the poetry workshops included numerous writers who have since gone on to impressive publishing cvs, including Una McDonnell, Anita Lahey and S. Lesley Buxton, all of whom met in Diana Brebner’s workshops. Poets in my own sessions, which still occur occasionally, have included Pearl Pirie, Sandra Ridley, Amanda Earl, Marcus McCann, Frances Boyle, Suzannah Showler, Roland Prevost, Claire Farley, Nina Jane Drystek, Chris Johnston, natalie hanna and Catriona Wright. Former bookstore owners Craig Poile and Christopher Smith still live in the neighbourhood, on Hamilton Avenue North, and Poile, a poet, playwright and theatre producer, won both the Archibald Lampman Award and the Ottawa Book Award for his second full-length poetry collection, True Concessions (Goose Lane, 2009).

In 2002, Arc Poetry Magazine founded The Diana Brebner Prize. Awarded each year for the best poem written by a National Capital Region poet not yet been published in book form, winners over the years have included Conyer Clayton, Claire Farley, Sneha Madhavan-Reese, Anne Marie Todkill, Marilyn Irwin, Lauren Turner, Jenny Haysom, Robyn Jeffrey, Frances Boyle, Rhonda Douglas, Sylvia Adams, Michael Blouin and Mary Trafford, many of whom have gone on to produce first full-length books.

Collected Works is also where I first met my dear wife, Christine McNair, when she participated in one of my poetry workshops during the summer of 2008. After moving from Toronto earlier that spring, she first came through the store for the sake of the Canadian Author’s Association, which were hosting gatherings within the space. Since those days, she has gone on to publish two poetry collections, including her second, Charm (Book*hug, 2017), which recently won the Archibald Lampman Award, an annual prize for the best book of poetry by an Ottawa-area resident.

SECOND STOP: Wellington Street West and Huron: Paul Tyler, author of the Archibald Lampman-winning poetry debut, A Short History of Forgetting (Gaspereau Press, 2010), lived at 73 Huron from 2004 to 2012 before relocating to the Glebe. During some of the same years, from 2003 to 2008 or so, he was also on the Arc Poetry Magazine editorial board, before spending a few years as a member of their “advisory board.” Another writer on the same street during that period was poet and editor Anita Lahey, who lived on Huron Avenue before relocating briefly to Fairmount Avenue. While in Ottawa, she published two poetry collections—Out to Dry in Cape Breton (2006), nominated for the Trillium Book Award for Poetry and the Ottawa Book Award, and Spinning Side Kick (2011)—both of which were published by Véhicule Press’ Signal Editions imprint. In 2004, Lahey inherited the mantle of editor for Arc Poetry Magazine from Rita Donovan and longtime editor John Barton, a position she held until 2011, when she left Ottawa to head east, and eventually west. She currently lives in Victoria, B.C., where she continues her work as a poet, journalist and editor, having published a third book, The Mystery Shopping Cart: Essays on Poetry and Culture (Palimpsest Press, 2013). More recently, she changed positions from assistant editor to series editor for Best Canadian Poetry, an annual anthology produced the past decade-plus by Tightrope Books, scheduled to shift to Biblioasis as of 2019. During Lahey’s tenure at Arc, assisted in large part by Reviews Editor Matthew Holmes, the magazine saw numerous expansions, including one of format, as well as the Arc Poetry Annual and the Arc Poet-in-Residence program, making Arc the only Canadian literary journal to host a virtual residency. From her debut, Out to Dry in Cape Breton, composed during her Ottawa period, comes a poem on The Prince of Wales Bridge, a bridge that has also been a favourite of Ottawa poet, publisher, collector and bpNichol bibliographer jwcurry. A bit east of where we are now, The Prince of Wales Bridge is an abandoned rail bridge on the Ottawa River, just north of the boundaries of the repurposed O-Train line. Constructed in 1880 as one of the few crossings of the Ottawa River into Quebec, it connects the south channel of the Ottawa River to Lemieux Island before crossing the northern channel into Gatineau. In February of this year, according to the Ottawa Citizen, the Canadian Transportation Agency ruled that the City of Ottawa “must restore the Prince of Wales Bridge and the railway that approaches it in the next 12 months or formally discontinue the operations [.]” The City is, of course, fighting the decision, saying that the timeline is impossible.

ABANDONED RAILWAY BRIDGE

OVER THE OTTAWA

Everything is designed to remind us of our smallness. We walk

to prove it doesn’t matter, trespass on the CPR line, tromp

into its black-trellised hovering on narrow planks god-knows

how old. Metal arms criss-cross, criss-cross; their taunting,

their gaps. The river tarries beneath puckered skin. There is no alone,

not here. November hurls itself at us, elbows and knees drawn. Pigeons

fuss and coo; clouds stare back; somewhere is a man who fitted rocks

into pillars, laid rails, hammered steel and died. There were men in canoes

who didn’t stand a chance. They whisper back and forth. The dead

want peace, but only sometimes. Kids have been here wielding

cans of paint, accusations: How could you want more than this? Their uneven

letters lie whitely, backed gainst flagging sun. A scrubby shore

calls to one you left behind. Midway, the rope, lashed to a jutting

beam. Twenty feet of braided yellow fixed to the sky, fretting

over water. Evidence of swimmers, or worse. Someone climbed

and clung to tie that far-off end. The sky sweeps the river

roughly, without pity. The question is whether to exist in two

places or one. Keep keeping all you’ve amassed or fling it off

this old bridge. Teeter on rotting boards, tethered by hope.

Or tautly arc into glory and back, glory and back, each triumph

less graspable than the last, until, wind-whipped, with calloused

palms, you yo-yo about, doodling on little sheets of air. In wonder

resides no footing; kicking won’t get you home. You’re bound

to blackening yellow, nighttime’s impressive arrivals, the immoveable

bridge with its slime-plastered legs. Ward off, longly and without

sound, that sweaty, red-palmed slippage as you undulate

with memories of height, the wooden, underfoot sureness that was.

THIRD STOP: 1233 Wellington Street West: Poet and fiction writer Elisabeth Harvor lived for years in an apartment building across from the Rosemount Library, before relocating to one of the condos above the Great Canadian Theatre Company. A poet, short story writer and novelist, she was the first and seemingly last writer in residence through Carleton University’s English Department in 1993, a position the Department shared with the Ottawa Public Library. She won the Gerald Lampert Memorial Award for best book of poetry by a Canadian writer for her 1992 collection, A Fortress of Chairs (Vehicule Press), was nominated for a Governor General’s Award for her short story collection Let Me Be the One (1996), and her first novel, Excessive Joy Injures the Heart (Penguin, 2010), was chosen one of the ten best books of the year by The Toronto Star. That same year, she also won the Alden Nowlan Award. In 2003, she won the Marian Engel Award, and in 2004 The Malahat Review’s Novella Prize. In 2015, she placed second in Prairie Fire’s fiction prize. Her most recent poetry title is her third, An Open Door in the Landscape (2010).

FOURTH STOP: 1084 Wellington Street West: From 2011 to 2012, The Dusty Owl Reading Series was held at the Elmdale Tavern, surrounded by a plethora of rock memorabilia and posters from decades of musical performances. Originally built in 1909 as a general store, the tavern was purchased and repurposed as the Elmdale Oyster House and Tavern in the fall of 2012, becoming part of a handful of Whalesbone Oyster Houses in Ottawa.

Cathy hosting ; photo by Pearl Pirie

Dusty Owl was founded by Steve Zytveld, who had emerged from the Carleton Literary Society at Carleton University, a group that brought Michael Ondaatje to read on campus in March, 1995. Zytveld and his wife Cathy Macdonald-Zytveld ran Dusty Owl as a reading series hosting featured readers and an extensive open set, providing a home to poets, fiction writers, spoken word performers and musicians, and even hosted a series of benefits for the food bank, as well as at least one performance (where everyone who showed up was given a role) of Shakespeare’s A Midsummer’s Night Dream. To get a sense of the tone of the series, I might mention that there was much giggling, for example, whenever the stage direction “Enter Bottom” was read aloud. Dusty Owl also produced a series of chapbooks in the mid-2000s, curated by Dusty Owl associate Kate Hunt, including titles by myself, Roland Prevost, DeAnne Smith (who has since made a name for herself as a stand-up comedian, writer and performer) and novelist L. Brent Robillard. I long described Dusty Owl as “not the best reading series in town, but certainly the most fun.” Dusty Owl could boast an incredibly welcoming, lively and casual atmosphere, especially as Zytveld would often host sporting vintage aviator pilot goggles, referring to these as his “poetry goggles.”

Originally held at the former Café Wim (537 Sussex Drive, the current home of Social) from 1996 to 1999, The Dusty Owl Reading Series reemerged in Centretown from 2004 to 2010. When Zytveld was forced to step back to begin a Masters of Divinity Degree at St. Paul University in 2011, Macdonald-Zytveld took over the series, and for a brief period, readings were co-hosted by myself and held upstairs at the Carleton Tavern before relocating here, where Zytveld managed to appear on occasion to host. Once the Elmdale was purchased to be repurposed, Dusty Owl lost another home, and went on haitus.

FIFTH STOP: 188 Armstrong Avenue: Clare Latremouille lived here from 2001 to 2015, during the time when Ottawa publisher Chaudiere Books published her first novel, The Desmond Road Book of the Dead (2006), as part of their debut quartet of literary titles. Referring to herself as a “displaced British Columbian,” she returned to Ottawa in the late 1990s after a decade out west, including some time in Vancouver, as well as her hometown of Kamloops. She has published poetry in numerous anthologies, including Written in the Skin (Insomniac Press, 1998) and Shadowy Technicians: New Ottawa Poets (Broken Jaw Press, 2000), and even published a small chapbook with above/ground press: I will write a poem for you. Now: (1995). I first met Latremouille in as a teenager, attending Glengarry District High School in Alexandria, Ontario, as a small handful of us poked at writing poems and short stories, even going so far as to start producing a small literary journal through our English teacher. Some of our classmates published within the pages of our Zine included Ottawa musician Chris Page, known since as frontman to bands such as Camp Radio, Expanda Fuzz and The Stand GT, as well as four solo albums, and playwright, theatre director and Concordia professor Louis Patrick Leroux, who not only founded Ottawa’s Théâtre la Catapulte in the 1990s, but had twenty-three of his plays produced by the time he was twenty-three years old. It was actually through Leroux that Stephanie Bolster first came to Ottawa in 1995, after first meeting each other at the Banff Writing Studio in 1994. They now live in Montreal with their two daughters.

A decade or so after our high school years, Latremouille was a founding member of The Peter F. Yacht Club, an informal writer’s group I first organized in the late 1990s as a conversation between those of us who were writing and submitting and reading. During those first few years, it was far more of a social gathering, not evolving into an occasional journal until 2003, with early members including b stephen harding, Latremouille, Stephen Brockwell, Anita Dolman, James Moran, jwcurry, Jennifer Mulligan and Laurie Fuhr. Since then, issues have been intermittent, but continue, with an issue produced annually as a handout as part of VERSeFest. Since 2015, Latremouille and her family have lived on a large wooded property in North Glengarry.

SIXTH STOP: 220 Armstrong Avenue: Dennis Tourbin (1946-1998) was a lively and engaged poet, painter, performance artist, writer and art and poetry-magazine publisher. As I mentioned during my first walk, Dennis Tourbin was one of a handful of writers to emerge in Ottawa from Peterborough in the early 1980s, alongside Michael Dennis and the late Riley Tench. Further Peterborough writers from the same period, including Maggie Helwig and Yann Martel, headed west, to Toronto and Saskatchewan, respectively. One of the founders of St. Catharines, Ontario’s Niagara Artists’ Center, Dennis Tourbin left Peterborough for Ottawa in 1983, where he eventually became Director of Gallery 101 (during a period that included Rob Manery and Louis Cabri’s The Transparency Machine poetry and performance series), and published a collection of fiction, The Port Dalhousie Stories (1987) through Coach House Press, as well as multiple poetry titles with small and micro presses, including two poetry chapbooks (including one posthumously) with above/ground press. Predominantly known as a painter, he was larger-than-life, uniquely colourful and engaged with the world around him, connecting a series of literary and artistic communities throughout Ottawa and beyond.

Tourbin spent decades focused on and fascinated with the 1970 October Crisis, producing numerous watercolours, artist books, word paintings, performance art, and videos incorporating headlines and imagery from a sequence of events still seen as politically charged. As The Canadian Encyclopedia writes: “The October Crisis began 5 October 1970 with the kidnapping of James Cross, the British trade commissioner in Montréal, by members of the Front de Libération du Québec (FLQ). It rapidly devolved into the most serious terrorist act carried out on Canadian soil after another official, Minister of Immigration and Minister of Labour Pierre Laporte, was kidnapped and killed. The crisis shook the career of recently elected Liberal Premier Robert Bourassa, who solicited federal help along with Montréal Mayor Jean Drapeau. This help would lead to the only invocation of the War Measures Act during peacetime in Canadian history.” National Gallery director Shirley Thomson famously cancelled a long-awaited solo exhibition of black-ink drawings on the October Crisis by Tourbin in 1995, due to the pending referendum in Quebec, a decision that was loudly and publicly condemned by the arts community in Ottawa and beyond. Scheduled to be paired with an exhibition of his large-scale paintings on the same subject at the Ottawa Art Gallery, an exhibition which went ahead as planned, the outcry at the cancellation helped turn Tourbin, as Paul Gessell wrote, “into a national star.” Seven years later, Thomson was quoted as saying: “I think I will never know if I made the right decision or not.”

Fascinated by how image could be shaped and presented, one could say that bulk of his work engaged with how media, whether television or newspapers, helps to create, and not simply replicate, reality. Here is a poem from his posthumous THE STREAM and other poems (above/ground press, 2014), a chapbook produced to coincide with a retrospective of his work at the Carleton University Art Gallery.

Real Television

I don’t want movies.

I don’t want life.

I want real wind

to determine

the wonder of

the next sentence.

Sentence,

not a criminal sentence,

a natural, natural

sentence.

I want life

not movies.

I want life to tell me…

I want to swim

in pools of aqua

coloured water,

lights flashing,

dreams of Olympic glory.

One step closer to,

one step closer to

the wonder

of a time

changed by plazas

and shopping malls.

I want to swim in dreams,

in night life,

night time, darkness…

I want to swim.

I want to live.

I want television

to be the only thing

in my life.

SEVENTH STOP: Parkdale Park: In June 2015, a collaboration of a handful of Ottawa-area writers organizations, including The Ottawa Independent Writers, l’Association desauteures et auteurs de l’Ontario français, the Capital Crime Writers, the Ottawa Science Fiction Society and the Ottawa Storytellers collaborated to organize the first annual Prose in the Park as a single all-day outdoor book fair featuring readings and panels. ​The festival has been held every year since, with the exception of 2018, but promises to return for June 2019. Not only held as an event for both French and English publishers, writers and panels, Prose in the Park provides a marked difference from events such as the Ottawa International Writers Festival or the ottawa small press book fair for its focus on genre publishers and writers, as well as self-published authors.

EIGHTH STOP: The Carleton Tavern has been home to literary activity going back years, including my own Factory Reading Series for the past eighteen years or so (a reading series I founded in Centretown back in January, 1993), as well as the semi-annual readings as part of the ottawa small press book fair. Other events have been held here as well, including the aforementioned stretch of readings hosted by the Dusty Owl Reading Series, and individual readings hosted by Brick Books, all of which occurred on the second floor, as well as years’ worth of local theatre on the main floor. For years, my poetry workshops at Collected Works would regularly retire here, post-workshop, for libations and conversation, which I suggest that we do as well.