Showing posts with label The Paris Review. Show all posts
Showing posts with label The Paris Review. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 22, 2021

What I’ve been reading lately: Lydia Davis and The Paris Review, (and The Beatles: Get Back,

 

            And while you comply with this alien style, while you fit your own prose into it, you may also, positively, react against it, in your hours off, your away hours: it was while I was translating, with such pleasure, Proust’s very long and ingenuity-taxing sentences that I began, in contrary motion, to write the very shortest stories I could compose, sometimes consisting only of the title and a single line.
           
Lydia Davis, “Twenty-One Pleasures of Translating (and a Silver Lining),” Essays Two

We had a couple of days in Picton visiting father-in-law and his wife over the weekend (driving straight there without stopping, driving straight home without stopping) for some holiday enjoyments, one of the rare few we’d planned that we hadn’t cancelled or postponed. Our young ladies played in the yard, went tobogganing and did their own gingerbread house crafts, among other activities. As part of the trip, I took a mound of books for potential reading, focusing on things that I wasn’t going through with the express purpose of working a review or other types of commentary, despite whatever random notes I might be sketching out. It would be good, I thought, to just sit and read. Christine, on her part, attended to her knitting.

The first volume I brought along was Lydia Davis’ latest, Essays Two (Farrar, Straus and Giroux, 2021). I’m a huge admirer of the work of Lydia Davis, having gone through Can’t and Won’t (2014) [see my note on such here], Essays One (2019) and The Collected Stories of Lydia Davis (2009), among others, much of which has sparked numerous different threads and direction in my own writing over the years. Just as Essays One focused on her pieces on writing and writers, Essays Two collects her various essays, lectures and talks on the process of translation, something that features heavily in her creative work. It is fascinating to hear her experiences attempting to explore languages she has either only a passing knowledge of, or simply no knowledge whatsoever, navigating an endless sequence of paths attempting to read, understand and translate a language, such as Norwegian, into English, deliberately without utilizing a language dictionary. She probably doesn’t know of Hugh Thomas’ ongoing project of translating poems into English from languages he doesn’t know, including Norwegian (I should certainly mention this chapbook, for example). She had me thinking in a number of directions, including, through attempting to translate a relative’s two hundred year old English prose memoir into a contemporary narrative poem, about the notion of the line break. It reminded me of Dennis Cooley’s classic essay on the line break, collected in The Vernacular Muse (Turnstone Press, 1987), an essay, and a collection, I can’t recommend highly enough. Through this piece, as well as with others, it is interesting to hear Davis speak of her uncertainty with language and form, attempting to feel her way through a puzzle to the other end, without any sense of what the final form might look like. As she offers as part of her explorations of the line break:

            Or I could take Ashbery’s answer as, really, the best an only answer, and here is how it might work: you would simply have to keep attempting your own line breaks, trusting your instincts and then listening again to what you had done, examining your line breaks, reexamining them. You would also, when you wer not writing your own poems, study the line breaks of other poets, especially poets you unquestionably admired. You would then return to examine your own, and in that way inculate in yourself a feel for line breaks, until you could confidently, without worrying, break the line “wherever it felt right.”

I took a lot of notes (including some thoughts in prose of my own, including scratchings toward a potential essay or two, and some possible fiction), but couldn’t bring myself to shape up those notes into a review, as though simply wishing to retain the experience of reading and absorbing the material. I suspect I’ll do the same here, despite Davis being one of my favourite prose writers. Sometimes it’s a matter of allowing the experience of reading to prompt my own writing and thinking, not wishing to be distracted or sidetracked through composing a review. I’ve had a similar experience earlier this year when attempting a review of Gail Scott’s Permanent Revolution: Essays (Book*hug, 2021). There are certain books that render themselves slippery when it comes to commentary, prompting me to, instead, simply prefer to lose myself in the reading and thinking. It is entirely for this reason, as well, that I never did do proper write-ups for Joshua Beckman’s paired 2018 Wave Books essay titles, despite the wealth of notes I made when working through those collections.

The first thing I always read in a new issue of The Paris Review is the interviews. Really, a good interview can be revelatory, allowing a point-of-entry for a writer with whom I’d little to no prior knowledge. Even if I never get around to reading that particular writer, there are elements that one can always pick to add to one’s own thinking around process, and how writing and books are potentially made. My mother-in-law gifted me a subscription last year for Christmas (I hope she renews), so I’ve been able to see a regular run of issues for a while now, all without leaving the house. I had begun to pick up the occasional issue prior to this, which I think had been noticed by either Christine or her mother during one of our cottage-jaunts, so perhaps that where the thought originated. I’d pick up one every year or so, depending on who was being interviewed within. The interview with Doris Lessing was deeply satisfying, for example, and I enjoyed the interview with Robert Haas far more than I’d expected, especially at his admission that even he considers that his wife, Brenda Hillman, is a more interesting poet than he is (which is actually where my own preference sits, also: sorry, Bob).


The current issue of The Paris Review is #238 (Winter 2021), and includes interviews with American fiction writer Gary Indiana and American non-fiction writer Annette Gordon-Reed. I’d heard of the first, but not the second at all. It is impossible, after all, to even hear the name Gary Indiana without being reminded of a very young Ronnie Howard singing the song named for the geography, as part of The Music Man (1962). It was fascinating reading through Indiana’s process of novel-building, and the particular political and cultural era he wrote through the midst of, the 1970s of Los Angeles, and the beginnings of the AIDS crisis. I’m aware of some of the writers and writings from this period, particularly the New Narrative writers, but I get the sense that Indiana was working a more mainstream direction in his fiction, which is how I hadn’t encountered it as of yet.

The real revelation was the interview with Annette Gordon-Reed. Apparently she was the researcher and writer who verified the long-held rumour that American President Thomas Jefferson had fathered children with a woman he owned. As the introduction to the interview begins:

Annette Gordon-Reed will always be most famous for having confirmed, beyond a reasonable doubt, the centuries-old rumors about Thomas Jefferson having had multiple children with a mixed-race woman named Sally Hemings, whom he owned. In 1997, armed with only the analog tools of traditional historiography, she made a resounding case for the relationship in Thomas Jefferson and Sally Hemings: An American Controversy. The book touched off a fierce debate followed a year later by the DNA testing of male descendants in Jefferson’s family, the results of which proved her theories.

It seems stunning to me, at least from this perspective of geographic and cultural distance, that this part of Jefferson’s history had only been proven so recently, as I’d long presumed it was simply known, and widely-so. It speaks, yet again, to the importance of history as being a moving target, and one that requires ongoing updates, as new information is revealed, or even better understood. Gordon-Reed, herself, sounds absolutely fascinating, as someone deeply engaged and curious, seeking out answers to questions that had either been deliberately buried, or ones that other historians simply hadn’t thought to pose. She sounds, in all honestly, utterly brilliant.

Other than that, I haven’t dipped into much of the issue, although I was intrigued by the poem “Strange as the Rules / of Grammar,” by Terrance Hayes, a poem that ends:

The scar is so old others must tell you
how it was made

It doesn’t count as reading, but a week or two back, I spent a few nights watching that new Beatles documentary, the eight hours of watching them noodle around to create the Let It Be album, culminating in that 1969 rooftop performance—their first public performance in three years, and their final public performance as well. I saw some on social media complaining about the documentary, not able to get through that first hour, citing the level of complaining and bickering (which is fair; that first hour or two has some rough spots in it). But I found it utterly fascinating in the same way I used to enjoy Inside the Actors’ Studio: conversations on and around process, building and creation, which is why I even bring it up in the context of this assemblage of reading notes. How does anything get made? Even for the Beatles, which were, at that moment, the biggest band in the world, sitting through uncomfortable stretches and bickering and nonsense and the pressure of deadlines. Christine had no interest in the series at all (she also ignored the George Harrison doc, which I had to watch after she’d gone to bed, also, as well as a Brian Eno doc I caught last year). She offered that part of the appeal for such a documentary is having to be actually invested in these particular musicians and their music, which is fair enough. I suppose she was just never into the Beatles, whereas I spent much of my teen years attentive to same, including and up to 1987, celebrated in certain media as the “second summer of love,” pushing the 20th anniversary of Sgt. Pepper’s, and other elements of the 1960s. I think I watched Yellow Submarine 25-plus times during that period. My ex-wife even had her 1960s-era Beatles 45s, left over from elder brothers. And every Sunday morning, an hour long radio program I caught that featured music by the Beatles. So I suppose I was the right audience for this thing. The documentary was fascinating in the way songs emerged, and the back-and-forth between the band, both individually and as a group, attempting to shape and hammer whatever came into their heads into workable songs, some of which were abandoned, and others reshaped into long-familiar classics.

It is odd, to me at least, the slight backlash the documentary has prompted, articles suggesting “Its not their fault we thought them the greatest rock band in the world.” An article in The Washington Post was titled “The Beatles are overrated. That’s our fault, not theirs.” One has to think of context, certainly. Weren’t they the perfect storm of talent, industry, timing, everything? Brian Epstein wouldn’t let them tour the US until a Number One single on American charts, whereas The Animals just went over (where are they now?), or the sheer onslaught of songs writ and sold by Paul/John, which I’m sure allowed them enough financial comfort to hang about and write their own material without requiring side-gigs. I mean, context is everything, isn’t it? It seems silly as a response, and a complete misunderstanding of who they were within that particular period, and what they were actually accomplishing. “We don’t like them now because culture has progressed further”? It has been fifty years, after all. I mean, really.

 

Sunday, August 30, 2020

essays in the face of uncertainties


On May 8, someone on twitter asks: Why is it snowing? The following day, the same question. Today is colder than yesterday. The sky is overcast, and there’s even some rain.

I attempt to return to the head-space of writing, after my father’s funeral. This new post-father space. Given the three days I composed his obituary—between his death and the service—I’ve had to replace my background music from Brian Eno’s ongoingness to Chopin’s “Complete Nocturnes,” as performed by Brigitte Engerer. Eno had become infected with that onset of grief, an ongoingness within which I did not wish to live. I required a turn of the page. Chopin, for now. Until a further page reveals itself.

I feel emotionally exhausted, and attempting to figure out exactly what to do next. As Nathan Hill writes in his May “Postcard From the Pandemic: A Solid Little Feeling” for Poets & Writers: “It’s a paradox: I’ve never had so much time to be productive, yet so little will to produce.” If this suite of essays began as a deep dive into my distraction around global pandemic, another distraction has layered on top of another. I attempt to begin. I attempt some kind of spark or pilot light. As Ali Smith wrote, as part of her Artful (2013):

In the beginning was the word, and the word was what made the difference between form and formlessness, which isn’t to suggest that the relationship between form and formlessness isn’t a kind of dialogue too, or that formlessness had no words, just to suggest that this particular word for some reason made a difference between them—one that started things.

I am seeking that spark, that word. Can’t you smell oil? At my father’s funeral service, his former hired man, Jack McCourt, mentioning my father had said this during a visit, just prior to lockdown. Can’t you smell oil? Jack couldn’t, and neither could the subsequent furnace man my father called in. There’s nothing wrong here. Two weeks prior to my father’s death, his furnace exploded out from under him, bursting out black oil smoke throughout the farmhouse at 3am. The furnace, of course, is set directly underneath his main floor bedroom, underneath his hospital bed. How did the furnace explode out and not up? Bits of metal dug deep in the wooden stairs, but the cellar ceiling remained unaffected. And while everyone else panicked, he remained unshaken. You’re making too much of this, he told my sister. Can’t you just put me in the shed?

I don’t have to think about days of the week anymore. My tracking, every second Friday to head to the farm for a weekend of caregiving, is gone. I can’t track days. Christine offers that I could, possibly, start paying attention to Rose’s homeschooling, and the various Aoife and Rose school-related zoom meetings scheduled throughout each week. This is less suggestion than admonition. She’s right, of course, but she misses the substance of my loss of schedule, and the feeling of being untethered in my grief. My father, my final parent, and the loss of the last vestiges of the family home, the family farm.

In Sabrina Orah Mark’s column for The Paris Review, “Fuck the Bread. The Bread Is Over.” posted May 7, she writes:

I send my sons on a scavenger hunt because it’s day fifty-eight of homeschooling, and I’m all out of ideas. I give them a checklist: a rock, soil, a berry, something soft, a red leaf, a brown leaf, something alive, something dead, an example of erosion, something that looks happy, a dead branch on a living tree. They come back with two canvas totes filled with nature. I can’t pinpoint what this lesson is exactly. Something about identification and possession. Something about buying time. As I empty the bags and touch the moss, and the leaves, and the twigs, and the berries, and a robin-blue eggshell, I consider how much we depend on useless, arbitrary tasks to prove ourselves. I consider how much we depend on these tasks so we can say, at the very end, we succeeded.