Karen Lee White is Northern Salish, Tuscarora, Chippewa and Scots from Vancouver Island, British Columbia. Adopted into the Daklaweidi Wolf Clan of the Interior Tlingit/Tagish people on whose land her first novel The Silence (2018 Exile Editions) unfolds, in 2018, she was commissioned by the Banff for Fables for the 21st Century. In 2017 Karen was awarded an Indigenous Art Award for Writing by the Hnatyshyn Foundation. Her work has appeared in Exile Editions That Damned Beaver anthology, EXILE/EQ Magazine, Impact: Colonialism in Canada, and other literary journals. A playwright, she has been commissioned by theatres in Vancouver and Victoria.
1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?
My first book, The Silence which was released by Exile Editions in December 2018, has finally allowed me to feel like a Writer and fulfilled a childhood dream. It has shown me how much Indigenous and mainstream community support I have in my life.
My most recent work flows out like water. It feels free and natural to me. Previous, I always felt that I was struggling with words. As though English was a second language. Writing sometimes felt free but mostly was a struggle. Now it flows like a river.
2 - How did you come to fiction first, as opposed to, say, poetry or non-fiction?
I started early with poetry, and could never get it right so became a singer-songwriter, using my voice to articulate what I could not. I fell in love with short stories early on. I took Playwriting to hone dialog and fell in love with it. I have written non-fiction, and I finally gave birth to a novel.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
Sometimes I note down an idea and it takes years to go back to it. Sometimes and entrie story busts out onto the page and needs little change. Final drafts are a house that is honed down to a magic cottage.
4 - Where does a poem or work of prose usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
I seem to know what form it is before I begin. A poem begins as a poem, a short story as a short story, and a novel as a novel. So they are what they are from the beginning.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
Public readings are exciting and challenging. Reading aloud is a powerful tool in writing. Reading aloud to an audience amplifies the power of the tool. Readings allow me to hear the writing as if through the ears of the listeners. Without bias, without feeling it is mine. I feel it in a fresh way. It doesn't feel like it belongs to me. So while readings are not a natural thing for writers (writing is a solitary sport) they provide instant gratification and feedback.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
I try to be like an Elder and share with love. I am aiming at Reconciliation in my work between Indigenous People and European-Canadians. There is a great divide and I feel as a person who is from both of those peoples that I should bridge and ceate understanding. The current questions are about everyone questioning everything, and about connecting to the unseen world for relief from this one.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
All artists exist and suffer to create beauty in the world. We need so much beauty to counter what is not. Each Writer is solitary and writes for whatever reason they do. For me it is about creating beauty, exposing truths, providing wisdom for life the way a kind and compassionate Grandmother does. Lee Maracle once told me that I had a duty to publish because per capita, per Indigenous child, there were so few Indigenous Writers in Canada. It gave me a conscience, and I had to seek my courage and go forward, risk everything, and shoot my work like an arrow out into the unknown.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
It's a dichotomy. Outside editors force you to be widely understood; question. Make you fight for what you believe in. An outside editor is absolutely essential, because as a Writer I am far too close to the work to be unbiased and to kill off characters. As an Indigenous Writer, some Editors are excruciating to work with because they lack cultural competency (not their fault, it's just a lack of opportunity to know and understand our world view). One editor slashed and burned and left the soul of my work exposed, and for that I am deeply grateful. Another triggered me constantly by asking for correct spelling of words in Indigenous language (there is no such thing as our written languages were not English). She also argued the spelling of translated words in English, saying that the Oxford dictionary spelled it this way and not the way I spelled it, and I would have to defend my spelling as a direct translation from a language and that it was correct my way and used widely in my community my way. They would brin up political correctness, 'should I be using Indian when Indigenous is the used term'? I would respond that we get to call ourselves whatever we want, that Wagamese always used 'Indian' and it's like our reclaiming the way it has been used as a racial slur. I would have to say that it was not a requirement for me as an Indian to be politically correct. Once I found that an editor had put an 's' on the end of a Tlingit word, thinking that it would pluralize it. It was quite maddening. I sent her a scan of the cover of the Indigenous Style Guide.
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
From Roger White, a beloved Canadian poet and artist 'when you create, put the ogre or critic to sleep. Let the elf, the creative spirit out. Wake up the ogre ONLY when you need critique. Never let the ogre be awake and present when the elf is at joyful work.
10 - How easy has it been for you to move between genres (poetry to plays to short stories to novels)? What do you see as the appeal?
It's easy once I adjust to the formats. The appeal is that playwriting hones dialogue for other genres, poetry creates economy of writing (you lose extra and uneeded words). Short stories describe one scene,and one must be succinct and clever to effectively lure the reader to take a quick trip. Novels are a journey that combines all the others, and requires skill to continually engage the reader so they read to the last page.
11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
I have a large body of unpublished work because I get up, make coffee, feed the cats and sit down and write for as long as I can before life encroaches. Weekends I write as long as I want to. My first novel I wrote in six weeks, also writing scenes during lunch hours and on breaks from work. In this way I have written 5 plays, 6 novels, two collections of short stories, and 2 volumes of poetry. Sometimes I take months off, like at the moment, I am learning the business side of writing. Promoting my new novel. I have the second with a content editor for an opinion. So I take time to 'think' and don't consider off-times to be times of 'writers' block', but simply a period of gestation, thinking and recharging.
12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I don't. I let myself be until I feel like I want to go back at it. If I need to jumpstart, however, I go back to the 'morning pages' from The Artist's Way and I just write drivel until a story begins to tell itself to me. It's a magic moment.
13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
It's always the fragrance of the wind. Here on the Island, it is the fragrance of aromatic cedar.
14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
Definitely my connection to spirit. I write in my sleep. I never get up to write it down. I stare at trees for hours. Have conversations with them. I watch the inlet outside my house. I stared at that water for months once and wrote my favorite piece, about water and how Salish people are connected to it in all its forms.
Sometimes its a facebook post or letter I have written. The loss of a loved one. A dream. My wild imagination. Watching someone I know walking from a distance in Victoria in a long black coat and fedora spawned an entire 5 act play. He told me later he had been kicked out of Residential School. That is one whole scene. Sometimes it's a conversation. A joke. A look. An energy. A near death experience.
15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
Other Indigenous writers, people I have met who are writers, my mentor, Linda Rogers whose writing is absolutely of deep spirit. The writing of little ones, all writing that has integrity and takes risks, writing so beautiful that it evokes fragrances and lulls the spirit. Writing that is absolutely rife with compassion.
16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
Swim with dolphins and killer whales, retrace the footsteps of some of my ancestors, find my Indigenous home villages, learn Tuscarora, Northern Salishan, and Chippewa. Relearn Shona (Zimbabwe). Paint a painting that I love. Get my silversmithing studio set up and work with silver and stones again.
17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
I would have been a teacher. I still can. I can teach writing.
18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
I have no idea. This was an early dream as a child. I read thousands of books and listened to thousands of songs. I fulfilled the dream of having a book and album published.
19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
Starlight by Richard Wagamesse.
Christopher Robin. Impacted me for days.
20 - What are you currently working on?
No idea, formulating. Watching. Listening, smelling, feeling, sensing and tasting. No doubt this will become something. I am a little worried about not being able to write something new after the recent publishing of my first novel, but that's idiotic because I wrote a poem this a.m. as a gift for a friend who struggles with being empathic. It may have only been for her, but that's still writing. As is the watching and being.
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12 or 20 (second series) questions with Martha Batiz
Martha Batiz was born and raised in Mexico City, but has been living in Toronto since 2003. She started publishing in 1993 at age 22. Her articles, chronicles, reviews and short stories have appeared in diverse newspapers and magazines not only in her homeland, but also in Spain, Dominican Republic, Puerto Rico, Peru, Ireland, England, the United States and Canada. Her first book was a short-story collection called A todos los voy a matar (I’m Going To Kill Them All, Castillo Press, 2000). Her award-winning novella The Wolf’s Mouth (Exile Editions, 2009) was originally published in Spanish both in the Dominican Republic and in Mexico (Boca de lobo, in 2007 and 2008, respectively), and was launched as an ebook by INK Press in the summer of 2015. It was translated into French by Khristina Legault as La Gueule Du Loup (Lugar Comun Press in Ottawa), and published in 2018, and a second English edition will be released in Nov. 2018 in English, under the title Damiana's Reprieve (Exile Editions). Martha's second short-story collection, titled De tránsito (In Transit), was published in 2014 in Puerto Rico by Terranova Editores, and received a special recognition in the International Latino Book Awards in San Francisco in 2015. Her newest short-story collection, and her first in English, was released at the end of 2017, under the title Plaza Requiem: Stories at the Edge of Ordinary Lives (Exile Editions), and it received the First Place in the "Best Popular Fiction" category at the International Latino Book Award in Los Angeles in 2018. Martha holds a PhD in Latin American Literature and is an ATA-certified literary translator. Besides being the founder and instructor of the Creative Writing in Spanish course currently offered by the School of Continuing Studies at the University of Toronto, she is a part-time Professor at York University/Glendon College, where she teaches Spanish and Literary Translation. In 2014, Martha was featured in Latinos Magazine and The Globe and Mail among the Top Ten Most Successful Mexicans in Canada. In 2015, she was chosen as one of the Top Ten Most Influential Hispanic-Canadians. She lives with her husband and three children in Richmond Hill, Ontario.
1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?
My first short-story collection, I'm Going to Kill Them All, gave me the confidence to believe that I could actually be a writer, or become a real one if I kept writing. Holding that book in my hands for the first time felt surreal. I don't think I've ever been that excited. The book didn't get too many reviews but it received a few good ones which encouraged me to keep writing. So I did take my work more seriously after that. It made me feel I had earned the right to say I was a writer, or wanted to be a writer, or was striving to be one, depending on where I was and who I was talking to. My most recent work, Plaza Requiem, actually includes a couple of stories from this first book, which I self-translated into English. It feel different in English, more mature, perhaps, because my vocabulary has evolved, so in translating the stories I did improve on their register (something I could do because I was translating my own work). Plaza Requiem, however, has my best recent stories, which have brought me many satisfactions, and it is the book that has made me feel that I have somehow arrived, finally, in Canada. That I am no longer condemned to remain at the margins because of my language. In that sense, it is very different but also very similar to that first book, written so many years ago: with it I feel that I have earned the right to say that I'm a writer, or want to be writer, or am striving to be one, and not just "a writer" but a Canadian writer. The yearning is the same, but the goal seems more challenging to me. And that is also exciting.
2 - How did you come to fiction first, as opposed to, say, poetry or non-fiction?
I studied acting in Mexico and for many years I was a professional actress, working on the stage and in soap operas. I was immersed in fiction so it felt natural to go that way. Plus, I was always a good reader, an avid reader. And I always favoured fiction when it came to reading. My years as an undergraduate student, pursuing a degree in English Language and Literature at Mexico's biggest university, the UNAM, also put me deeply in touch with fiction. It was all we ever read. I did go into non-fiction during my years writing for newspaper and magazines in Mexico. I held a weekly column at the UnoMásUno newspaper in Mexico, in the Cultural section. I wrote chronicles, diverse articles, movie, theatre, opera, and music reviews, whatever I felt like writing. It was a huge privilege and I enjoyed it immensely. I still write articles here and there whenever I have time. I am pathetic at writing poetry, however. I gave it a try and soon realized it is not for me as a writer, but only as a reader. I really enjoy reading poetry and am a fan of the Griffin Prize readings. I have a wonderful friend who introduced me to them and I try to go with her every year (I appointed myself as her companion for the event, and she's generous enough to always humour me and take me). I am not talented enough to be a poet. I wish I was, though.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
Starting to write a new story usually takes me from a few days to a few weeks, depending on how busy I have been or how much of the character or situation I have clear in my mind already. Usually I write my stories in one sitting, so I guess you could say they come quickly once I have the main ingredients in my mind. I don't make copious notes at all but it's one of the things I want to try doing in the future. My first drafts look close to their final shape, but when I write in English there's a lot of polishing to be done in order to make sure that I am not massacring the language.
4 - Where does prose usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
I only worked on a "book" from the beginning when I was writing "The Wolf's Mouth". I usually write short stories because, as a mother of three (and as a graduate student who eventually became a sessional professor at several campuses all over the GTA), I have very little spare time. I identify with Carver who used to go out to sit in his car in order to write because his house was always in chaos and he didn't have time nor the space to concentrate. I don't have to write in my car, mind you (I do enough commuting in it already, thankyouverymuch), but I do have little precious time to write, so when I have it I want to feel I accomplished something. And that something is usually a short-story.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
I love doing readings. I was an actress, so I love having a stage and an audience. I think readings are a great way to engage with people who might enjoy your work, and it's also the perfect way to take your work's temperature: is your writing healthy or is it not getting the response you'd like? I think you can diagnose your writing, and identify its flaws, if you do readings. And you can also see if you've gone in the right direction because people immediately respond and you can feel it. You can feel it in their silence, in the way they look at you, in their smiles at the end. I could get addicted to that. I wish I was invited to do more readings.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
My only theoretical concern is that I don't want my academic work to show in my writing. I don't want any of the academic jargon mixed with it. I want my writing to be read and enjoyed by anyone, not just a selected few (as is usually the case in Academia). I want to stir an emotion in the people who read my work. That is very important to me, but I don't have any theories about that. My parents are musicians and from them I learned that art should take your soul on an emotional journey. It's what a good concert or what a good work of art do. So I humbly try to achieve that with my writing. I don't want to answer any questions with my work. I want to find a spot where the things that matter to me (violence, abuse against women, political and social injustice in Latin America and elsewhere) may matter to others. That's all.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
Writers should be those wise people who warn others of what might happen (as so many science fiction works have done), and also those who show others the bleeding wounds that are usually hidden but need to be seen. I think this happens, still, with great writers. They are moral compasses, they warn us, they show us where it hurts, and help us understand why, and teach us compassion and empathy. They are sorcerers. I mean, just look at what JK Rowling did for an entire generation. Writers show people that life is not only about what you see, and what is around you. Or at least, this is what they should do, especially in this "all-about-me" era.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
I find it essential. I appreciate a critical eye to tell me what can be improved (there's always such room for improvement, especially when you're writing in your second language, as is my case). In English, I couldn't do without. And in Spanish, I also appreciate someone helping me identify issues that I many have overlooked. I'm very easy that way. I'm not one of those writers who doesn't like to have a comma changed. I take in all the comments and criticism, and then deal with it and proceed to change those things I agree need changing, and then move on, hoping to have learned something new that can help me write better next time.
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
Do not write the way you talk, and do not talk the way you write. Easier said than done.
10 - How easy has it been for you to move between genres (short stories to articles to translation to theatre)? What do you see as the appeal?
I have no problem moving between genres. When I'm translating I am following a set script, I just have to adhere to its rules and needs. I did write play (which I need to finish, by the way) once, and it was a lot of fun. I love the theatre. I'm just so happy whenever I'm writing that I always focus on the enjoyable part of it. Even editing is enjoyable. Any moment I get to myself to focus on my writing is a privilege.
11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
My days are chaotic. I tend to my children, take care of my house and pets, teach (and grade), drive, cook, and everything else that moms and housewives and working women do. I write on the weekends, while everyone is sleeping. I am usually super tired but once I start writing I forget about that; I just go on. I write all night, typically from 10pm to 6 or 7am, and then I have breakfast with my family and go to sleep afterwards until lunch. I don't do this every weekend (although I would love to). I do it often enough to stay active as a writer, however.
12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I read. This is something that is an absolute part of my routine. I read every day. No matter how tired I am. I read every night.
13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
Funny enough, none. My home was filled with classical music because my parents were both professional musicians. So, symphonies and polonaises and sonatas are home for me. Nothing brings me home faster than listening to a concerto. I used to abhor classical music as a teenager, as a form of rebellion, of course, but with time I had to accept that I have always loved it. I listen to it almost all the time, and I have taught my children to like it, too. It's part of who we are as a family. And it has shaped who I am, as a person, too. And as a writer.
14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
Music (classical music), and art. Visual art. I love going to museums.
15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
I am a huge fan of Joyce Carol Oates. Toni Morrison is also my hero. They have definitely left a huge mark in me, as a person, and as a writer. I admire several Canadian writers but my two favourites are Kim Echlin and Lawrence Hill.
16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
I want to write a real novel. A long one. I already have a plan.
17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
If I had stayed in Mexico, I would have continued being an actress. I never considered anything else, really. Writing appeared in my life quite unexpectedly.
18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
Writing is a portable profession. When I left Mexico and moved to the US, the place where I lived had no theatre company I could join, plus I didn't think I could act in English. But for writing all you need is a pen and some paper. Or a computer. But more than that, I felt the need to write. A physical need, an ache, a longing. I felt that, if I didn't write, I would get sick. So, writing sort of saved me. It made me feel better. It still does.
19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
The House of Names by Colm Toibin. Wonderful read. Blackkklansmen, by Spike Lee, shook me. So current, so urgent to understand the dangerous path we're being forced to walk down again. Awful.
20 - What are you currently working on?
In February we'll officially launch Damiana's Reprieve, the new edition of my award-winning novella, so I will focus on promoting that book, which means I'm right now trying to figure out strategies to do this more effectively. On the other hand, I'm part of a Hispanic-Canadian collective called IMAGINA, and two years ago we published an anthology of short-stories called "Historias de Toronto." It was a labour of love, where we invited 12 Spanish-speaking writers who live in the GTA, to write about Toronto, no longer as outsiders but as its inhabitants. This book had a wonderful reception in our community and will appear in English next year, which is very exciting. We're working on "Historias de Montreal" right now, so after I finish teaching and grading this academic term I will dive into getting those texts ready to go to the printer---we're hoping for a launch in the Spring, this time with a book that includes over 20 writers who are Spanish-speaking and live in the GTA, Ottawa, and Montreal. We have wonderful stories there and, fingers crossed, the book will be just as successful as the Toronto one, or even more, who knows? We're doing our best. And with my students at the School of Continuing Studies, where I have been teaching for almost 10 the Creative Writing in Spanish courses, I am also preparing an anthology. I am therefore focusing on these projects for now, as well as getting ready for what I want to do for myself: my own writing.
12 or 20 (second series) questions;
1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?
My first short-story collection, I'm Going to Kill Them All, gave me the confidence to believe that I could actually be a writer, or become a real one if I kept writing. Holding that book in my hands for the first time felt surreal. I don't think I've ever been that excited. The book didn't get too many reviews but it received a few good ones which encouraged me to keep writing. So I did take my work more seriously after that. It made me feel I had earned the right to say I was a writer, or wanted to be a writer, or was striving to be one, depending on where I was and who I was talking to. My most recent work, Plaza Requiem, actually includes a couple of stories from this first book, which I self-translated into English. It feel different in English, more mature, perhaps, because my vocabulary has evolved, so in translating the stories I did improve on their register (something I could do because I was translating my own work). Plaza Requiem, however, has my best recent stories, which have brought me many satisfactions, and it is the book that has made me feel that I have somehow arrived, finally, in Canada. That I am no longer condemned to remain at the margins because of my language. In that sense, it is very different but also very similar to that first book, written so many years ago: with it I feel that I have earned the right to say that I'm a writer, or want to be writer, or am striving to be one, and not just "a writer" but a Canadian writer. The yearning is the same, but the goal seems more challenging to me. And that is also exciting.
2 - How did you come to fiction first, as opposed to, say, poetry or non-fiction?
I studied acting in Mexico and for many years I was a professional actress, working on the stage and in soap operas. I was immersed in fiction so it felt natural to go that way. Plus, I was always a good reader, an avid reader. And I always favoured fiction when it came to reading. My years as an undergraduate student, pursuing a degree in English Language and Literature at Mexico's biggest university, the UNAM, also put me deeply in touch with fiction. It was all we ever read. I did go into non-fiction during my years writing for newspaper and magazines in Mexico. I held a weekly column at the UnoMásUno newspaper in Mexico, in the Cultural section. I wrote chronicles, diverse articles, movie, theatre, opera, and music reviews, whatever I felt like writing. It was a huge privilege and I enjoyed it immensely. I still write articles here and there whenever I have time. I am pathetic at writing poetry, however. I gave it a try and soon realized it is not for me as a writer, but only as a reader. I really enjoy reading poetry and am a fan of the Griffin Prize readings. I have a wonderful friend who introduced me to them and I try to go with her every year (I appointed myself as her companion for the event, and she's generous enough to always humour me and take me). I am not talented enough to be a poet. I wish I was, though.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
Starting to write a new story usually takes me from a few days to a few weeks, depending on how busy I have been or how much of the character or situation I have clear in my mind already. Usually I write my stories in one sitting, so I guess you could say they come quickly once I have the main ingredients in my mind. I don't make copious notes at all but it's one of the things I want to try doing in the future. My first drafts look close to their final shape, but when I write in English there's a lot of polishing to be done in order to make sure that I am not massacring the language.
4 - Where does prose usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
I only worked on a "book" from the beginning when I was writing "The Wolf's Mouth". I usually write short stories because, as a mother of three (and as a graduate student who eventually became a sessional professor at several campuses all over the GTA), I have very little spare time. I identify with Carver who used to go out to sit in his car in order to write because his house was always in chaos and he didn't have time nor the space to concentrate. I don't have to write in my car, mind you (I do enough commuting in it already, thankyouverymuch), but I do have little precious time to write, so when I have it I want to feel I accomplished something. And that something is usually a short-story.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
I love doing readings. I was an actress, so I love having a stage and an audience. I think readings are a great way to engage with people who might enjoy your work, and it's also the perfect way to take your work's temperature: is your writing healthy or is it not getting the response you'd like? I think you can diagnose your writing, and identify its flaws, if you do readings. And you can also see if you've gone in the right direction because people immediately respond and you can feel it. You can feel it in their silence, in the way they look at you, in their smiles at the end. I could get addicted to that. I wish I was invited to do more readings.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
My only theoretical concern is that I don't want my academic work to show in my writing. I don't want any of the academic jargon mixed with it. I want my writing to be read and enjoyed by anyone, not just a selected few (as is usually the case in Academia). I want to stir an emotion in the people who read my work. That is very important to me, but I don't have any theories about that. My parents are musicians and from them I learned that art should take your soul on an emotional journey. It's what a good concert or what a good work of art do. So I humbly try to achieve that with my writing. I don't want to answer any questions with my work. I want to find a spot where the things that matter to me (violence, abuse against women, political and social injustice in Latin America and elsewhere) may matter to others. That's all.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
Writers should be those wise people who warn others of what might happen (as so many science fiction works have done), and also those who show others the bleeding wounds that are usually hidden but need to be seen. I think this happens, still, with great writers. They are moral compasses, they warn us, they show us where it hurts, and help us understand why, and teach us compassion and empathy. They are sorcerers. I mean, just look at what JK Rowling did for an entire generation. Writers show people that life is not only about what you see, and what is around you. Or at least, this is what they should do, especially in this "all-about-me" era.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
I find it essential. I appreciate a critical eye to tell me what can be improved (there's always such room for improvement, especially when you're writing in your second language, as is my case). In English, I couldn't do without. And in Spanish, I also appreciate someone helping me identify issues that I many have overlooked. I'm very easy that way. I'm not one of those writers who doesn't like to have a comma changed. I take in all the comments and criticism, and then deal with it and proceed to change those things I agree need changing, and then move on, hoping to have learned something new that can help me write better next time.
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
Do not write the way you talk, and do not talk the way you write. Easier said than done.
10 - How easy has it been for you to move between genres (short stories to articles to translation to theatre)? What do you see as the appeal?
I have no problem moving between genres. When I'm translating I am following a set script, I just have to adhere to its rules and needs. I did write play (which I need to finish, by the way) once, and it was a lot of fun. I love the theatre. I'm just so happy whenever I'm writing that I always focus on the enjoyable part of it. Even editing is enjoyable. Any moment I get to myself to focus on my writing is a privilege.
11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
My days are chaotic. I tend to my children, take care of my house and pets, teach (and grade), drive, cook, and everything else that moms and housewives and working women do. I write on the weekends, while everyone is sleeping. I am usually super tired but once I start writing I forget about that; I just go on. I write all night, typically from 10pm to 6 or 7am, and then I have breakfast with my family and go to sleep afterwards until lunch. I don't do this every weekend (although I would love to). I do it often enough to stay active as a writer, however.
12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I read. This is something that is an absolute part of my routine. I read every day. No matter how tired I am. I read every night.
13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
Funny enough, none. My home was filled with classical music because my parents were both professional musicians. So, symphonies and polonaises and sonatas are home for me. Nothing brings me home faster than listening to a concerto. I used to abhor classical music as a teenager, as a form of rebellion, of course, but with time I had to accept that I have always loved it. I listen to it almost all the time, and I have taught my children to like it, too. It's part of who we are as a family. And it has shaped who I am, as a person, too. And as a writer.
14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
Music (classical music), and art. Visual art. I love going to museums.
15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
I am a huge fan of Joyce Carol Oates. Toni Morrison is also my hero. They have definitely left a huge mark in me, as a person, and as a writer. I admire several Canadian writers but my two favourites are Kim Echlin and Lawrence Hill.
16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
I want to write a real novel. A long one. I already have a plan.
17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
If I had stayed in Mexico, I would have continued being an actress. I never considered anything else, really. Writing appeared in my life quite unexpectedly.
18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
Writing is a portable profession. When I left Mexico and moved to the US, the place where I lived had no theatre company I could join, plus I didn't think I could act in English. But for writing all you need is a pen and some paper. Or a computer. But more than that, I felt the need to write. A physical need, an ache, a longing. I felt that, if I didn't write, I would get sick. So, writing sort of saved me. It made me feel better. It still does.
19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
The House of Names by Colm Toibin. Wonderful read. Blackkklansmen, by Spike Lee, shook me. So current, so urgent to understand the dangerous path we're being forced to walk down again. Awful.
20 - What are you currently working on?
In February we'll officially launch Damiana's Reprieve, the new edition of my award-winning novella, so I will focus on promoting that book, which means I'm right now trying to figure out strategies to do this more effectively. On the other hand, I'm part of a Hispanic-Canadian collective called IMAGINA, and two years ago we published an anthology of short-stories called "Historias de Toronto." It was a labour of love, where we invited 12 Spanish-speaking writers who live in the GTA, to write about Toronto, no longer as outsiders but as its inhabitants. This book had a wonderful reception in our community and will appear in English next year, which is very exciting. We're working on "Historias de Montreal" right now, so after I finish teaching and grading this academic term I will dive into getting those texts ready to go to the printer---we're hoping for a launch in the Spring, this time with a book that includes over 20 writers who are Spanish-speaking and live in the GTA, Ottawa, and Montreal. We have wonderful stories there and, fingers crossed, the book will be just as successful as the Toronto one, or even more, who knows? We're doing our best. And with my students at the School of Continuing Studies, where I have been teaching for almost 10 the Creative Writing in Spanish courses, I am also preparing an anthology. I am therefore focusing on these projects for now, as well as getting ready for what I want to do for myself: my own writing.
12 or 20 (second series) questions;
Thursday, February 22, 2018
12 or 20 (second series) questions with Michael Mirolla
Michael
Mirolla [photo credit: Salvatore Mirolla] describes his writing as a mix of
magic realism, surrealism, speculative fiction and meta-fiction. Publications
include the novel Berlin (2010
Bressani Prize winner); The Facility,
featuring a string of cloned Mussolinis; and The Giulio Metaphysics III, where “Giulio” battles for freedom from
his own creator. Other publications: the short story collection The Formal Logic of Emotion; a punk
novella, The Ballad of Martin B.; and
two collections of poetry: Light and Time,
and The House on 14th
Avenue (2014 Bressani Prize). His short story collection, Lessons in Relationship Dyads (Red Hen
Press, California), took the 2016 Bressani Prize. The novel Torp: The Landlord, The Husband, The Wife
and The Lover, set in 1970 Vancouver, was published in 2016, and 2017 saw
the publication of the magic realist short story collection The Photographer in Search of Death (Exile
Editions). The short story,
“A Theory of Discontinuous Existence,” was selected for The Journey Prize Anthology; and “The Sand Flea” was a Pushcart
Prize nominee. Born in Italy, raised in Montreal, Michael now lives in
Oakville, Ontario. For more: http://www.michaelmirolla.com/index.html.
[Michael Mirolla will be launching his short story
collection The Photographer in Search
of Death at Octopus Books in Ottawa on Wednesday, February 28]
1 - How did your
first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your
previous? How does it feel different?
As I had been writing since Grade School and had many
short stories and poems published before my first book (The Formal Logic of Emotion), its publication didn't change my life
all that much – except perhaps to give me confidence about future publishing.
My most recent published work is in some ways a throwback to some of my
earliest: more speculative fiction/magic realism style material versus a more
realist/naturalist approach in works such as Torp and Lessons in
Relationship Dyads. In some ways, I feel as if I've gone full circle or
perhaps an upward spiral is better – as if I could reach down and touch themes
and concepts from my past which would be a long way off if I actually had to go
back to them.
2 - How did you
come to poetry first, as opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
Well, while my first piece of published writing was a
poem ("The Strange Land"), published in Canadian Forum when I was 19, I wrote a lot more fiction than
poetry in the early days. And I also concentrated on writing plays. It was a
play, for example, that got me into the MFA creative writing program at UBC way
back in 1969. And one of the first awards I received was from the Ottawa Little Theatre Playwriting Competition.
3 - How long
does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing
initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking
close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
My projects start quickly. A few notes and I'm off.
The writing itself also comes quickly. In spurts. When it comes to drafts,
however, it all depends on the particular project. Poems comes out pretty much
in finalized form. Most short stories also emerge almost fully formed. Novels
are a different animal and may go through numerous iterations before something
comes out that I feel works. Again, when it comes to notes, novels can create
many files of research, much of its tangential and perhaps never destined to
see the light of day.
4 - Where does a
poem or work of prose usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces
that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a
"book" from the very beginning?
I think this definitely depends on the particular
project. For an individual poem, it comes out of an image ... a feeling ... a
colour ... Short stories arise from all kinds of sources – newspaper articles,
a philosophy text, the internet ... A novel starts with a major concept/conflict/big
idea. I've converted some short stories into a novella but, when it comes to
novels, that's how they start. Although I have taken pieces of a novel and
turned them into short stories.
5 - Are public
readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of
writer who enjoys doing readings?
When I was young and an "artiste," it was
the garret for me. The world would come a-knockin'. Now, I love readings. I
love the interaction with the audience. They have very much become part of my
creative process.
6 - Do you have
any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you
trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions
are?
If I had to come up with one major theoretical concern
behind my writing, it would be the intersection between self-identity-society.
Questions: What does it mean to be human? What makes us essentially human? How
does the individual consciousness interact with that of others? At what point
can we state that a human being has been stripped of all the non-essentials
that accrue over a lifetime? In my opinion, the questions being asked in much
of today's literature miss the point: rather than asking what it means to be
human, they tend to ask what it means to be this or that -- gender, race, etc.
Rather than looking inward to see what's right and what's wrong, they tend to
be directed outwards, looking to place blame elsewhere.
7 – What do you
see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have
one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
I see the role of the writer to be similar to that of
Socrates: to question the consumer propaganda, to sort the truth from
indoctrination, to fight for what is truly individual and unique versus the
sheep/herd mentality, to serve as a voice that combines head and heart in order
to get down to what is really important and valuable for our short stay on the planet.
Unfortunately, too many of our writers today are too busy in-fighting and
dreaming of superstardom to appreciate these tasks let alone take them on in
their writing.
8 - Do you find
the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
As an editor myself of more than 40 years' standing, I
might be prejudiced in saying that an outside editor is very important in the
writing process. But I wouldn't go so far as to say "essential". I
guess it depends on how much a writer trusts his/her instincts. My own
experiences with working with an outside editor have always been positive.
9 - What is the
best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
“Try again. Fail again. Fail better.” – Samuel Beckett
10 - How easy
has it been for you to move between genres (poetry to plays to short stories to
novels)? What do you see as the appeal?
It has been relatively easy to move from one genre to
another. Often I'm working in three or four different ones at the same time. I
also find it easy to move from non-literary work to the literary output. A
switch somewhere? Maybe. The appeal? Well, for me, each genre has its own way
of "saying" something. The aim is the same; the approach is
different. One thing is constant: language.
11 - What kind
of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a
typical day (for you) begin?
Not much of a routine these days. Typical day begins
with email. Some days, I jot down what has been brewing overnight; other days I
pull up something I've been working on; still others, I do secretarial work.
12 - When your
writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better
word) inspiration?
It's an internal process these days. I used to turn to
the classics – poetry, novels, philosophical writing. But now I turn inwards.
13 - What
fragrance reminds you of home?
Grated orange peels.
14 - David W.
McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms
that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
Yes, all of the above (as strained through books).
15 - What other
writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of
your work?
16 - What would
you like to do that you haven't yet done?
Take a trip to Mars
17 - If you
could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately,
what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
Before I switched to English Lit and Philosophy at
university, I was taking advanced math, chemistry and physics. I probably would
have ended up as a chemist.
18 - What made
you write, as opposed to doing something else?
I have been writing since Grade School. Without
writing, I wouldn't exist. From the start, it was my way of making sense of myself.
19 - What was
the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
Last great book: Gravity's Rainbow. Last great film: Il conformista and/or Amarcord.
20 - What are
you currently working on?
I have been working on: a new collection of poems
(tentatively titled Repositories); a
new collection of short stories (speculative fiction); and a novel I have been
struggling with since 1993 called The
Second Law of Thermodynamics.
Monday, May 30, 2016
12 or 20 (second series) questions with Jeff Bien
Jeff Bien is an internationally acclaimed poet whose work has been published, translated and performed in more than forty countries. He is the author of numerous books which have received critical acclaim in Canada and abroad. His newest collection, In a Time of No Song, with an introduction by A.F. Moritz was released in the fall of 2015, by Exile Editions.
His work was recently celebrated by some of Canada’s foremost musicians and writers, and was be released in 2016, as both a CD and video compilation entitled, “Song in a time of No Song”.
1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?
I could write an anecdotal response but it would invite an autobiographical self, of a remotely auspicious young man, and in all honesty it’s a work, as a species of literature, I'd rather not recall. What began as that book, seeking in language, a seeker that would become immolated in the sought, the consciousness that bookends a single silent letter, burning the effigy of itself, in essence the eulogy of what was the life of those early words.
The query is akin to asking how does the nascency of a first love, or conversely the inaugural experience of the death of that love, change a life, but for the awakening itself. Many lifetimes later, in this life, there abides a deep nostalgia, from which the apparent and transparent nature of this journeying arises. Something of the rending of that garment is echoed in my most recent work, In a time of No Song, the same conch of that first thread of light.
Poetry requites an invitation of our many selves, which invites others, as other, and in that I too give thanks, remembering its beginner’s mind, long beyond that youthful stardust falling. The initial grandeur that is apparent in the preliminary journey, in its premonition, projects myriad adventure, but its splendor lies in a greater simplicity, a far more precious task and taskmaster, as sentience, not sentimentality, and thus a rarer achievement. Its simple magic is a gift of wonder, to wonder at.
It is better to let the poems speak for themselves; the silence between, above and within the word. A voice once desired, arrives, innocently, if ever at all, the poems burning effigies of themselves. It may be the mythic Babel but it shines by re-gilding the parable.
2 - How did you come to poetry first, as opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
A first love is itself a mystery that is spoken best in whatever form it manifests, as that mystery reveals itself. What we love, or find devotion in, has its own infinitude, imminent and manifest destiny, a prerogative of chance, the illusion that dissolves into the brick and mortar of happenstance.
I don’t presume to know what invited the form, though it is unspeakable, known and unknowable, a magnitude and equanimity beyond, I believe, any sophomoric argument of aesthetic or taste.
Memorable work arises in ubiquitous form. Better to let the form itself be the arbiter and/or argument of the formless. It is derivative to say that a poem is the abode of the most distilled form of language, save chant or the lamplighter of silence, of which it is both emissary and exemplar. If there is a mea culpa it would be that poetry is the silence that can be spoken, the miracle of awakening in one word, every other. This is perhaps why I came to it, or it to me, rather than fiction.
Of course, there is a revisionist version, when in rare moments I remember the raconteur, he in me, both of us in the Dionysian infancy recalled. At thirteen, on a solo train trip across the Canadian prairies, in what I now know to be the proverbial mystical hour (then it was simply the middle of the night), a pretty girl named Gwen, who just hours before had told me she was an atheist, placed her foot between my thighs, unsure still whether the former birthed my spiritual quest and the latter my incendiary past.
And again at fifteen, wandering the streets of Amsterdam, all night long, alone, lost in the labyrinthine cobblestone, I wandered half-unknowingly into a brothel, where a naked goddess (or so I thought then), with a cobra draped about her neck, sat on my lap and uncertain of which to be more frightened of, or prostrated to, pollinated the poet in my blood.
This may be the truer poetic birthright, or rebirth, and the elliptical eternal recurrence that brought me to poetry, the true insignia as seeker becoming the sought, not simply signifying, exonerating and exonerated of the fiction of `I’, though here all journeying may, in different forms of the formless begin supernally the same.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
I discourage the usury of the usual infatuation with the endgame that has become so common place; the contemporaneous beacon of a bereft identity, the false understanding that literature is a project, rather than the work of one’s life.
It is in this haloed middle class materialism of mind, the refracted ideation, as an ideology of notion appears, rather than the preciousness, of the fire that is immolated in the immolation of the poetry itself. And so in listening deeply, the inflections of an indigenous voice arise, polyphony of intonation, and intention, and a disinterested silence hulking about, its own ubiquity.
In the absence of irony, as artifice, and conceit, the usual liminal self reflection, so ever-present in the dystopian view, abides the essential transformative and transcendental nature that is a gnosis of a poem, yet a rare bird, a flint of awakening, in both revelation and revolution.
The epigram of the child that shouts the emperor has no clothes is the garment that is nakedness itself. In the moment of inception, longevity is inconsequential. A poem is like a revelation – literally, that which is revealed – the apparition of which appears in the shadow play of an ineffable moment, and enduringly moves without movement, effortlessness born of effort, into the world.
I have always written longhand, ghost-woken by the phantom limb of the litmus of the word, and have been cursed and so blessed by the peripatetic and elliptical nature of its invitation. It would be better to ask instead the negative description of writer’s block, to look deeply into the blank quintessential apocalyptic white page, and see the mysterium trendum of suns, moon, stars, and the see-er, in the unseen, as scribe.
Writing is not the imprimatur of journaling, not the still life of the picture show of life, but the journey itself. The notion of writing as a project has in many ways maligned the reality of life as a writer; devotion, vocation, practice, a verdict of the righteous instrument of speech. The poem writes us, its greatest encomia most deeply inscribed when refused.
If one counts on the abacus, long enough, reciting thank you, there comes a supernal moment, when the beads count you. So too does the word write the one by whom it is written.
As an example, in my most recent work, a book on consciousness, Songs of Non-Separation, I have distilled a hundred pages, having written several thousand. The devotion, and dedication, is spontaneously gifted, by simply staying true to the invitation that is mysteriously given. I have been fortunate as my hands and heart have always been filled with the emptiness of that work, thankfully, though I've never thought of literature as a project.
4 - Where does a poem usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
Just as there is no beginning nor end, in the ascendant consciousness, so too with the written word. What is about to be, has been born already, unborn and undying, the midwife perhaps being the water-bearer of language itself.
What moves the prime mover, is without movement, as in the mystical understanding of beginningless before beginning. How then can a poem find empiricism for the birth of a poem, and rationally be traced.
The project has always been praise, the nag of silence and melancholy magnifying in sadness, joy. You can hear the rough drafts unfold in the heart, the endlessly rumoured shooting star, the curriculum vitae of shadows. The refusal to give up the gift is the gift itself.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
Both can be a pilgrimage, to be reclusive can be to be inclusive, if seen in a mystical light -- anonymity as equanimity. In either incarnation it is a gift, know voiceless as voice, a world of appearance in the appearance of the world, each season the same
My last major reading/concert mirrored an overexposure of light on film, as I have led a relatively reclusive life. Yet that has not always been the case. When I was travelling more and would read or speak at universities, or larger venues, I would encourage an attitude of refuge and sanctuary. The work, fidelity and accountability to a higher self holds the higher water mark of a travelling song.
Most recently, in the fall of 2015, I was honoured, and commensurately humbled, by a group of some of our finest writers and musicians who gracefully gathered together to celebrate the launch of my newest book and music, in an evening recorded and videotaped for a documentary and live CD, with the appropriate title “Song In a Time of No Song”, invoking the name of the collection.
I was not able to attend, but would have enjoyed the collaborative nature, and communion of both the music, and word, though in answer to the question, the readings, have little effect or affect, on the creative process, and in general I have chosen to participate in the occasion sparsely and most usually in conjunction with musicians, in concert with reading, speaking, and without the usual trilogy of poets.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
To be a poet is to be a scribe of a beautiful illusion, a skiff of thought song joy-breaking the clipped wing of the secret language, the rivers of silence beneath that word in which every other appears, the mythic rainbow that is re-gilded in the least among us, the opus mundi of starlight itself; to say thank you to whatever invitation is gifted, the ordinary occasion of grace, the Braille of a lover’s touch that gifts a divine glance.
All poetry is departure -- seeking an essential self, the logos of language. A poem is the embodiment of message and messenger, best when the two become one, the riddle that is the answer without a question, the mind no longer in diaspora from the heart. It arises from emptiness in the realms of form, contoured by the earthly colours brought into the alchemical witness of presence. When the poet disappears into the poem, the intangible and tangible find innate union, the theoretical becomes an argument of the ad hominem itself.
I am less interested in the theoretical, discursive or didactic chat on poetry, than the truer witness of the word writing itself. It is this kind of market square bartering, where scholars horse trade silences, that the song is lost in the empiricism of mind. Examples of this abound, eternally recurrent, in every art form and are ubiquitous in all realms, as a caveat to the consciousness of both aesthetic and ascetic, not beauty in the eye of the beholder, but the beholder awakened in the eye of beauty.
I find much of contemporaneous poetry, in its reductionism, the dialectic of deconstructed architecture, the contagion of colloquial construct, the all too predictable litany of the last lines of irony, that even when they are well written lean into the vernacular, slipping too easily into the omnipresent gratuitous corner stamp conversation, and lower the water mark that is the luster and logos of language. Of course I understand what it is attempting, as in all poetic. Some of it magnificently succeeds. Yet it seems more often a casus belli, for stripping language from the garland of language, rather than magical and mystical silence which all poetry most deftly belies.
Its omnipresence eclipses, temporally I believe, the music, and the breath and breadth of language, that can both communicate and find communion, in another’s heart, (dare I say, even, truth, not as ideation, but as reality).
Of course in every poetic, form there is contiguous reply, even as it is evolves, of the voiceless that each can hear in the conch of posterity that canonizes posthumously the mantle that creates the creator, of that canon. It is a dialectically discursive discourse. I too have earlier work, where I am shouting epithets and silence from the rooftops. You wouldn’t know it was authored by, the same scribe, in the ellipsis of autobiographical self.
Poetry would not be poetry were these kinds of descriptions not subtle and sublime, a wand waving over a wand. Thankfully they are no paradigms, algorithms, scriptural or doctrinal blueprints, and so all forms of poetry arise and rise, each in their own seed and season. The questions are what they have always been, the imprimatur of the eternities, imminent and manifest, simply in the matter and form of the contemporaneous. There is in each form, to plagiarize an old bard, plenty of room at the top.
It is the common mood to equivocate upon taste to suit the most present incarnation of the approbation and propriety that have become the currency of the conceit of the apparent creative freedom, canon as creed. (This, as curator of a more substantial audience, remains an assignation, a blind security, the blood sport of charming contradictions).
This lack of lacking a truer absence, takes guise as presence, having fallen prey to the semiotic conceit of a hegemonic selfhood which conflates no narrative and narrator, forsaking the fiction as a meritorious metafiction as by forsaking that which is neither, narrator nor narrative, proudly coronating the fragment for the whole. The intention of the work is contingent upon the attention, antiquity as modernity, antiquated as avant-garde, for the latter births the former. This is as true for the text as for the reader, in the duality of all subject and object relationship.
Art may imitate life, the ellipsis of art imitating life imitating art, and the best of it, distills what cannot be said, wondrously, in the language of disinterested silence, and more alchemically, to bestill silence itself. If it is true a picture can be worth a thousand words, then it is yet more true that one word may speak a thousand pictures.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
As in the picture show of Plato’s Republic where poets are perennially banished, its utter insignificance is its significance; an interlocutor of the numina. Equally it is sacred vocation in its ability to speak the silence of the social contract, (shouting silence from the rooftops) the poetic of the omnibus of virtue or moral imperative and is a sentinel of speech in the realpolitik of self.
The poet has always been a heretic in the pursuit of essence, freedom over knowledge. Though no longer largely in vogue, poetry yet remains the vanguard of the prophetic, visionary or romantic, the milk and honey of the promised land. circling dry wells. To be a scribe is to witness and be witness of witness, of whatever invitation is gifted, the sacred circle, that circles dry wells, filled with the emptiness of the ordinary occasion of grace, the splendour of brokenness as unbroken.
The world is large enough, for the smallest of voices, and small enough for the largest of voices, to emerge and merge, the mirage as oasis, the miracle of awakening in one word. The divine irony -- perhaps the only irony worth speaking of in this culture – is that work must be known through the work itself; to wake Lazarus from the grave, to give life to death, not merely to provoke, or to outrage, but to pre-emptively awake.
In the epigram of literature, “it is best to show not tell”, lies a simple yet profound truth, though rarely telling can be showing. To invite the darkness in its negative description, the illusion shines light. As I’ve said in the title poem of a forthcoming collection, The Poet Sings, `literature is hope that is earned’.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
Rarely, over the years, have I had another eye, arrogating upon the work of the ‘I’. Though, I have always been open to criticism when it is earned, and well intended, rather than the serendipity of the retributive, apologetic, or simply whimsical, I have rarely worked with editors, and even those few have dwindled, though more recently, a few trusted pairs of eyes, and hearts, have gifted a deepened glance, to polish the stone.
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
“Forgive them they know not what they do” (and so the Buddha’s teaching on ignorance). Or “Come, even if you have broken your vow, a thousand times Come, yet again, come, come.”
In both, the grandiosity of the curiosity is put to rest when the seeker becomes the sought, in that sublime silence.
10 - How easy has it been for you to move between genres (poetry to songwriting)? What do you see as the appeal?
In its former incarnation as an arts channel `Bravo’, in the not so distant past, asked me this same question, as did Emile Martel in Paris years ago, as well as many other interlocutors and intermediaries of various media.
The cognitive answer cannot but defeat itself. Seen with a different eye they are the same, seen with the same eye they may be different. Songs I think are more like a postcard from above, perhaps a belated letter in a bottle, to whomever finds it washed up on a shore… maps to maps. Cut the tether of sail and kite strings, and they are each other, song as poem as song… sea, ship and sailor without the shore.
Poetry is the perennial solitary endeavour. It does not afford the collaborative joy that music so often gifts. All the hyphenated genres, and the purist traditions, classical to blues to African, are in essence, some way, poetry by their very nature, as are the song of the Bhagavad Gita, the song of Shams and Shamans, in the fire as the fire, the song of the Tao Te Ching, and the Song of Songs. They are all poem song, gifting the extasis that is the divine heart of silence requiting the silence of the divine heart. The heartbeat of metre and movement, breath and stride: rhythm conjugating the music that is conjugal in the union.
11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
I have been nocturnal, and have had a deep meditative practice. When the veils are lifted, the day has no beginning or end, as with creator as creation, itself, the ellipsis of the hour hand, chasing the minute hand, chasing the second hand. To live awake in a moment, is enough, to know the changelessness and change in each moment, the sacred thread, of the supernal, the celestial and quantum, the snowflake and fingerprint, in their difference, the same.
I write every day, and have always been prostrate to that fidelity: from hospitals, lovers beds, incendiary street corners, and now a deeper refuge, the sanctuary of the higher (not hierarchal) self, where there is no distance or time, but only to live moment by moment. Though it is true everything has already been written, it is commensurately true that in the un-writing of it, it is forever born.
12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I haven’t ever had that affliction, if anything the antithesis, inflicted by the inverse – spontaneous and calm urgency both prolific and prescient. What is truly inspired, cannot be expired, but for the immemorial mnemonic, the eternal recurrence of eternality.
There are hills of stars, far and near enough away, arrowheads flaming the passion that kindles compassion. Both shine like the moon and sun, shadows of the proverbial candle that shadow light the universe. There seems to be much talk -- talking heads of talking points, talking of writer’s block as it were some kind of endemic pandemic, the vagrancy of a mime or mimicry of writer’s block, as if it were itself the volition of hypochondria, wilfully self imposed.
13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
First and foremost, the fragrance of our own heart, in the absence of duality, and separation, most eminently in our own essential nature, the fragrance of awakedness and love – non-separation, the house becoming a home, a pilgrimage wherever two stranger meet.
14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
As an epigram, it sounds profound, or at least instructive, at first glance, in its rudimentary understanding that a writer must read, in order to write. The ellipsis of the song becoming the singer, the dancer singing, the singer painting, the poet a painter of words, each unveiled, as other, in the confluence of all consciousness. From this multiplicity of singularity, the plurality of Oneness is borne.
If you realize this in its truest incarnation, then books arise out of the proverbial book of life. This does not mean that we are absolved of the requisite apprenticeship. The former ends where the latter begins.
15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
I have some five thousand books, but the most important, is the one that cannot be written. Sometimes it is good to forget all that we have learned, a philanthropic understanding, that births the most lasting work of all, forever present.
In its idiosyncratic, and synchronistic union there is no separation between the exterior and interior. The work of life, is the life of the work, however trumped up and as much of a contortionist greeting card this may sound like. It is a truism that work is its own best encomia, and a euphemism that in the many lives in this one, could name that namelessness.
All of the canon, is forever being reconfigured, triangulated, constructed, deconstructed, reconstructed. All of literature is yet in mind, the best of it at the end of mind, where the heart and so divine imagination begins. Art imitates life as life imitates art, and so to outrage the mind, is enrage the heart, by engaging their apriori union.
16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
I drove seven hundred miles in the night to Casablanca for a Gauloises cigarette, (though I didn’t smoke), when I was in my early twenties, only to see a stone grinder whose face mirrors still, the difference between adventure and the deeper travelling inside.
I have experienced, both, an incendiary and ecstatic journey, lovers and the beloved, commensurate with deep sacrifice and austerity, borne of a deep attrition with health that has radically transformed both the work, and the consciousness that informs it. Nothing is left undone in the quintessential sacred circle, the prosperity that is poverty and the poverty of prosperity, the privilege of birth right and right of birth, the mystical revelation that we are already on both sides of the battle, and of the river, and so of the word.
17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
The verdant nature of self, is itself the verdict, and the chattel of that knowledge is the aperture of our essential freedom. Only in mind, is writing different than any other activity or vocation, though the supernal irony, is in that very divine imagination, and departure, lies its own dharma, forever polishing the same stone.
18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
If I could answer that question, you wouldn’t be asking it of me, for I would be doing that very something else. But for the sake of the straw man, I could say a revolutionary, from the loci of this moment, were I to have been borne in a different locus, and gifted a different spiritus. Perhaps it is a projection, but for the bibliography of the bloodline, that encouraged the word as an abode.
19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
The Gita, Wilde’s De Profundis, Kazantzakis’ The Saviors of God, excerpts from The Book of Splendour, and the commensurate splendour of far too many books to be rendered here. I can’t recall a great film, as with Yogananda, finding myself watching the light that blooms on the screen. That celestial aurora is the closest I understand now to a great film, though I recognize the worth and sacrifice of the form, in its higher water mark, imaginatively as a visual diary, documentary etc.
20 - What are you currently working on?
I am just now completing a new book, Songs of Non-Separation, culled from a clutch of many thousands of pages, (most illegible), a life’s work on consciousness teachings, which includes chapters, which I call songs, on everything from philosophy to geopolitics, meditation and the breath of the mystical traditions, a talk on Love and lovers, atheism as theism, quantum physics (observer as observed) etc. I am also completing two new poetry collections A Koan of Love and a collection of prose poems, The Poet Sings.
12 or 20 (second series) questions;
His work was recently celebrated by some of Canada’s foremost musicians and writers, and was be released in 2016, as both a CD and video compilation entitled, “Song in a time of No Song”.
1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?
I could write an anecdotal response but it would invite an autobiographical self, of a remotely auspicious young man, and in all honesty it’s a work, as a species of literature, I'd rather not recall. What began as that book, seeking in language, a seeker that would become immolated in the sought, the consciousness that bookends a single silent letter, burning the effigy of itself, in essence the eulogy of what was the life of those early words.
The query is akin to asking how does the nascency of a first love, or conversely the inaugural experience of the death of that love, change a life, but for the awakening itself. Many lifetimes later, in this life, there abides a deep nostalgia, from which the apparent and transparent nature of this journeying arises. Something of the rending of that garment is echoed in my most recent work, In a time of No Song, the same conch of that first thread of light.
Poetry requites an invitation of our many selves, which invites others, as other, and in that I too give thanks, remembering its beginner’s mind, long beyond that youthful stardust falling. The initial grandeur that is apparent in the preliminary journey, in its premonition, projects myriad adventure, but its splendor lies in a greater simplicity, a far more precious task and taskmaster, as sentience, not sentimentality, and thus a rarer achievement. Its simple magic is a gift of wonder, to wonder at.
It is better to let the poems speak for themselves; the silence between, above and within the word. A voice once desired, arrives, innocently, if ever at all, the poems burning effigies of themselves. It may be the mythic Babel but it shines by re-gilding the parable.
2 - How did you come to poetry first, as opposed to, say, fiction or non-fiction?
A first love is itself a mystery that is spoken best in whatever form it manifests, as that mystery reveals itself. What we love, or find devotion in, has its own infinitude, imminent and manifest destiny, a prerogative of chance, the illusion that dissolves into the brick and mortar of happenstance.
I don’t presume to know what invited the form, though it is unspeakable, known and unknowable, a magnitude and equanimity beyond, I believe, any sophomoric argument of aesthetic or taste.
Memorable work arises in ubiquitous form. Better to let the form itself be the arbiter and/or argument of the formless. It is derivative to say that a poem is the abode of the most distilled form of language, save chant or the lamplighter of silence, of which it is both emissary and exemplar. If there is a mea culpa it would be that poetry is the silence that can be spoken, the miracle of awakening in one word, every other. This is perhaps why I came to it, or it to me, rather than fiction.
Of course, there is a revisionist version, when in rare moments I remember the raconteur, he in me, both of us in the Dionysian infancy recalled. At thirteen, on a solo train trip across the Canadian prairies, in what I now know to be the proverbial mystical hour (then it was simply the middle of the night), a pretty girl named Gwen, who just hours before had told me she was an atheist, placed her foot between my thighs, unsure still whether the former birthed my spiritual quest and the latter my incendiary past.
And again at fifteen, wandering the streets of Amsterdam, all night long, alone, lost in the labyrinthine cobblestone, I wandered half-unknowingly into a brothel, where a naked goddess (or so I thought then), with a cobra draped about her neck, sat on my lap and uncertain of which to be more frightened of, or prostrated to, pollinated the poet in my blood.
This may be the truer poetic birthright, or rebirth, and the elliptical eternal recurrence that brought me to poetry, the true insignia as seeker becoming the sought, not simply signifying, exonerating and exonerated of the fiction of `I’, though here all journeying may, in different forms of the formless begin supernally the same.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
I discourage the usury of the usual infatuation with the endgame that has become so common place; the contemporaneous beacon of a bereft identity, the false understanding that literature is a project, rather than the work of one’s life.
It is in this haloed middle class materialism of mind, the refracted ideation, as an ideology of notion appears, rather than the preciousness, of the fire that is immolated in the immolation of the poetry itself. And so in listening deeply, the inflections of an indigenous voice arise, polyphony of intonation, and intention, and a disinterested silence hulking about, its own ubiquity.
In the absence of irony, as artifice, and conceit, the usual liminal self reflection, so ever-present in the dystopian view, abides the essential transformative and transcendental nature that is a gnosis of a poem, yet a rare bird, a flint of awakening, in both revelation and revolution.
The epigram of the child that shouts the emperor has no clothes is the garment that is nakedness itself. In the moment of inception, longevity is inconsequential. A poem is like a revelation – literally, that which is revealed – the apparition of which appears in the shadow play of an ineffable moment, and enduringly moves without movement, effortlessness born of effort, into the world.
I have always written longhand, ghost-woken by the phantom limb of the litmus of the word, and have been cursed and so blessed by the peripatetic and elliptical nature of its invitation. It would be better to ask instead the negative description of writer’s block, to look deeply into the blank quintessential apocalyptic white page, and see the mysterium trendum of suns, moon, stars, and the see-er, in the unseen, as scribe.
Writing is not the imprimatur of journaling, not the still life of the picture show of life, but the journey itself. The notion of writing as a project has in many ways maligned the reality of life as a writer; devotion, vocation, practice, a verdict of the righteous instrument of speech. The poem writes us, its greatest encomia most deeply inscribed when refused.
If one counts on the abacus, long enough, reciting thank you, there comes a supernal moment, when the beads count you. So too does the word write the one by whom it is written.
As an example, in my most recent work, a book on consciousness, Songs of Non-Separation, I have distilled a hundred pages, having written several thousand. The devotion, and dedication, is spontaneously gifted, by simply staying true to the invitation that is mysteriously given. I have been fortunate as my hands and heart have always been filled with the emptiness of that work, thankfully, though I've never thought of literature as a project.
4 - Where does a poem usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
Just as there is no beginning nor end, in the ascendant consciousness, so too with the written word. What is about to be, has been born already, unborn and undying, the midwife perhaps being the water-bearer of language itself.
What moves the prime mover, is without movement, as in the mystical understanding of beginningless before beginning. How then can a poem find empiricism for the birth of a poem, and rationally be traced.
The project has always been praise, the nag of silence and melancholy magnifying in sadness, joy. You can hear the rough drafts unfold in the heart, the endlessly rumoured shooting star, the curriculum vitae of shadows. The refusal to give up the gift is the gift itself.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
Both can be a pilgrimage, to be reclusive can be to be inclusive, if seen in a mystical light -- anonymity as equanimity. In either incarnation it is a gift, know voiceless as voice, a world of appearance in the appearance of the world, each season the same
My last major reading/concert mirrored an overexposure of light on film, as I have led a relatively reclusive life. Yet that has not always been the case. When I was travelling more and would read or speak at universities, or larger venues, I would encourage an attitude of refuge and sanctuary. The work, fidelity and accountability to a higher self holds the higher water mark of a travelling song.
Most recently, in the fall of 2015, I was honoured, and commensurately humbled, by a group of some of our finest writers and musicians who gracefully gathered together to celebrate the launch of my newest book and music, in an evening recorded and videotaped for a documentary and live CD, with the appropriate title “Song In a Time of No Song”, invoking the name of the collection.
I was not able to attend, but would have enjoyed the collaborative nature, and communion of both the music, and word, though in answer to the question, the readings, have little effect or affect, on the creative process, and in general I have chosen to participate in the occasion sparsely and most usually in conjunction with musicians, in concert with reading, speaking, and without the usual trilogy of poets.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
To be a poet is to be a scribe of a beautiful illusion, a skiff of thought song joy-breaking the clipped wing of the secret language, the rivers of silence beneath that word in which every other appears, the mythic rainbow that is re-gilded in the least among us, the opus mundi of starlight itself; to say thank you to whatever invitation is gifted, the ordinary occasion of grace, the Braille of a lover’s touch that gifts a divine glance.
All poetry is departure -- seeking an essential self, the logos of language. A poem is the embodiment of message and messenger, best when the two become one, the riddle that is the answer without a question, the mind no longer in diaspora from the heart. It arises from emptiness in the realms of form, contoured by the earthly colours brought into the alchemical witness of presence. When the poet disappears into the poem, the intangible and tangible find innate union, the theoretical becomes an argument of the ad hominem itself.
I am less interested in the theoretical, discursive or didactic chat on poetry, than the truer witness of the word writing itself. It is this kind of market square bartering, where scholars horse trade silences, that the song is lost in the empiricism of mind. Examples of this abound, eternally recurrent, in every art form and are ubiquitous in all realms, as a caveat to the consciousness of both aesthetic and ascetic, not beauty in the eye of the beholder, but the beholder awakened in the eye of beauty.
I find much of contemporaneous poetry, in its reductionism, the dialectic of deconstructed architecture, the contagion of colloquial construct, the all too predictable litany of the last lines of irony, that even when they are well written lean into the vernacular, slipping too easily into the omnipresent gratuitous corner stamp conversation, and lower the water mark that is the luster and logos of language. Of course I understand what it is attempting, as in all poetic. Some of it magnificently succeeds. Yet it seems more often a casus belli, for stripping language from the garland of language, rather than magical and mystical silence which all poetry most deftly belies.
Its omnipresence eclipses, temporally I believe, the music, and the breath and breadth of language, that can both communicate and find communion, in another’s heart, (dare I say, even, truth, not as ideation, but as reality).
Of course in every poetic, form there is contiguous reply, even as it is evolves, of the voiceless that each can hear in the conch of posterity that canonizes posthumously the mantle that creates the creator, of that canon. It is a dialectically discursive discourse. I too have earlier work, where I am shouting epithets and silence from the rooftops. You wouldn’t know it was authored by, the same scribe, in the ellipsis of autobiographical self.
Poetry would not be poetry were these kinds of descriptions not subtle and sublime, a wand waving over a wand. Thankfully they are no paradigms, algorithms, scriptural or doctrinal blueprints, and so all forms of poetry arise and rise, each in their own seed and season. The questions are what they have always been, the imprimatur of the eternities, imminent and manifest, simply in the matter and form of the contemporaneous. There is in each form, to plagiarize an old bard, plenty of room at the top.
It is the common mood to equivocate upon taste to suit the most present incarnation of the approbation and propriety that have become the currency of the conceit of the apparent creative freedom, canon as creed. (This, as curator of a more substantial audience, remains an assignation, a blind security, the blood sport of charming contradictions).
This lack of lacking a truer absence, takes guise as presence, having fallen prey to the semiotic conceit of a hegemonic selfhood which conflates no narrative and narrator, forsaking the fiction as a meritorious metafiction as by forsaking that which is neither, narrator nor narrative, proudly coronating the fragment for the whole. The intention of the work is contingent upon the attention, antiquity as modernity, antiquated as avant-garde, for the latter births the former. This is as true for the text as for the reader, in the duality of all subject and object relationship.
Art may imitate life, the ellipsis of art imitating life imitating art, and the best of it, distills what cannot be said, wondrously, in the language of disinterested silence, and more alchemically, to bestill silence itself. If it is true a picture can be worth a thousand words, then it is yet more true that one word may speak a thousand pictures.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
As in the picture show of Plato’s Republic where poets are perennially banished, its utter insignificance is its significance; an interlocutor of the numina. Equally it is sacred vocation in its ability to speak the silence of the social contract, (shouting silence from the rooftops) the poetic of the omnibus of virtue or moral imperative and is a sentinel of speech in the realpolitik of self.
The poet has always been a heretic in the pursuit of essence, freedom over knowledge. Though no longer largely in vogue, poetry yet remains the vanguard of the prophetic, visionary or romantic, the milk and honey of the promised land. circling dry wells. To be a scribe is to witness and be witness of witness, of whatever invitation is gifted, the sacred circle, that circles dry wells, filled with the emptiness of the ordinary occasion of grace, the splendour of brokenness as unbroken.
The world is large enough, for the smallest of voices, and small enough for the largest of voices, to emerge and merge, the mirage as oasis, the miracle of awakening in one word. The divine irony -- perhaps the only irony worth speaking of in this culture – is that work must be known through the work itself; to wake Lazarus from the grave, to give life to death, not merely to provoke, or to outrage, but to pre-emptively awake.
In the epigram of literature, “it is best to show not tell”, lies a simple yet profound truth, though rarely telling can be showing. To invite the darkness in its negative description, the illusion shines light. As I’ve said in the title poem of a forthcoming collection, The Poet Sings, `literature is hope that is earned’.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
Rarely, over the years, have I had another eye, arrogating upon the work of the ‘I’. Though, I have always been open to criticism when it is earned, and well intended, rather than the serendipity of the retributive, apologetic, or simply whimsical, I have rarely worked with editors, and even those few have dwindled, though more recently, a few trusted pairs of eyes, and hearts, have gifted a deepened glance, to polish the stone.
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
“Forgive them they know not what they do” (and so the Buddha’s teaching on ignorance). Or “Come, even if you have broken your vow, a thousand times Come, yet again, come, come.”
In both, the grandiosity of the curiosity is put to rest when the seeker becomes the sought, in that sublime silence.
10 - How easy has it been for you to move between genres (poetry to songwriting)? What do you see as the appeal?
In its former incarnation as an arts channel `Bravo’, in the not so distant past, asked me this same question, as did Emile Martel in Paris years ago, as well as many other interlocutors and intermediaries of various media.
The cognitive answer cannot but defeat itself. Seen with a different eye they are the same, seen with the same eye they may be different. Songs I think are more like a postcard from above, perhaps a belated letter in a bottle, to whomever finds it washed up on a shore… maps to maps. Cut the tether of sail and kite strings, and they are each other, song as poem as song… sea, ship and sailor without the shore.
Poetry is the perennial solitary endeavour. It does not afford the collaborative joy that music so often gifts. All the hyphenated genres, and the purist traditions, classical to blues to African, are in essence, some way, poetry by their very nature, as are the song of the Bhagavad Gita, the song of Shams and Shamans, in the fire as the fire, the song of the Tao Te Ching, and the Song of Songs. They are all poem song, gifting the extasis that is the divine heart of silence requiting the silence of the divine heart. The heartbeat of metre and movement, breath and stride: rhythm conjugating the music that is conjugal in the union.
11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
I have been nocturnal, and have had a deep meditative practice. When the veils are lifted, the day has no beginning or end, as with creator as creation, itself, the ellipsis of the hour hand, chasing the minute hand, chasing the second hand. To live awake in a moment, is enough, to know the changelessness and change in each moment, the sacred thread, of the supernal, the celestial and quantum, the snowflake and fingerprint, in their difference, the same.
I write every day, and have always been prostrate to that fidelity: from hospitals, lovers beds, incendiary street corners, and now a deeper refuge, the sanctuary of the higher (not hierarchal) self, where there is no distance or time, but only to live moment by moment. Though it is true everything has already been written, it is commensurately true that in the un-writing of it, it is forever born.
12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I haven’t ever had that affliction, if anything the antithesis, inflicted by the inverse – spontaneous and calm urgency both prolific and prescient. What is truly inspired, cannot be expired, but for the immemorial mnemonic, the eternal recurrence of eternality.
There are hills of stars, far and near enough away, arrowheads flaming the passion that kindles compassion. Both shine like the moon and sun, shadows of the proverbial candle that shadow light the universe. There seems to be much talk -- talking heads of talking points, talking of writer’s block as it were some kind of endemic pandemic, the vagrancy of a mime or mimicry of writer’s block, as if it were itself the volition of hypochondria, wilfully self imposed.
13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
First and foremost, the fragrance of our own heart, in the absence of duality, and separation, most eminently in our own essential nature, the fragrance of awakedness and love – non-separation, the house becoming a home, a pilgrimage wherever two stranger meet.
14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
As an epigram, it sounds profound, or at least instructive, at first glance, in its rudimentary understanding that a writer must read, in order to write. The ellipsis of the song becoming the singer, the dancer singing, the singer painting, the poet a painter of words, each unveiled, as other, in the confluence of all consciousness. From this multiplicity of singularity, the plurality of Oneness is borne.
If you realize this in its truest incarnation, then books arise out of the proverbial book of life. This does not mean that we are absolved of the requisite apprenticeship. The former ends where the latter begins.
15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
I have some five thousand books, but the most important, is the one that cannot be written. Sometimes it is good to forget all that we have learned, a philanthropic understanding, that births the most lasting work of all, forever present.
In its idiosyncratic, and synchronistic union there is no separation between the exterior and interior. The work of life, is the life of the work, however trumped up and as much of a contortionist greeting card this may sound like. It is a truism that work is its own best encomia, and a euphemism that in the many lives in this one, could name that namelessness.
All of the canon, is forever being reconfigured, triangulated, constructed, deconstructed, reconstructed. All of literature is yet in mind, the best of it at the end of mind, where the heart and so divine imagination begins. Art imitates life as life imitates art, and so to outrage the mind, is enrage the heart, by engaging their apriori union.
16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
I drove seven hundred miles in the night to Casablanca for a Gauloises cigarette, (though I didn’t smoke), when I was in my early twenties, only to see a stone grinder whose face mirrors still, the difference between adventure and the deeper travelling inside.
I have experienced, both, an incendiary and ecstatic journey, lovers and the beloved, commensurate with deep sacrifice and austerity, borne of a deep attrition with health that has radically transformed both the work, and the consciousness that informs it. Nothing is left undone in the quintessential sacred circle, the prosperity that is poverty and the poverty of prosperity, the privilege of birth right and right of birth, the mystical revelation that we are already on both sides of the battle, and of the river, and so of the word.
17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
The verdant nature of self, is itself the verdict, and the chattel of that knowledge is the aperture of our essential freedom. Only in mind, is writing different than any other activity or vocation, though the supernal irony, is in that very divine imagination, and departure, lies its own dharma, forever polishing the same stone.
18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
If I could answer that question, you wouldn’t be asking it of me, for I would be doing that very something else. But for the sake of the straw man, I could say a revolutionary, from the loci of this moment, were I to have been borne in a different locus, and gifted a different spiritus. Perhaps it is a projection, but for the bibliography of the bloodline, that encouraged the word as an abode.
19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
The Gita, Wilde’s De Profundis, Kazantzakis’ The Saviors of God, excerpts from The Book of Splendour, and the commensurate splendour of far too many books to be rendered here. I can’t recall a great film, as with Yogananda, finding myself watching the light that blooms on the screen. That celestial aurora is the closest I understand now to a great film, though I recognize the worth and sacrifice of the form, in its higher water mark, imaginatively as a visual diary, documentary etc.
20 - What are you currently working on?
I am just now completing a new book, Songs of Non-Separation, culled from a clutch of many thousands of pages, (most illegible), a life’s work on consciousness teachings, which includes chapters, which I call songs, on everything from philosophy to geopolitics, meditation and the breath of the mystical traditions, a talk on Love and lovers, atheism as theism, quantum physics (observer as observed) etc. I am also completing two new poetry collections A Koan of Love and a collection of prose poems, The Poet Sings.
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Thursday, February 04, 2016
12 or 20 (second series) questions with Matthew R. Loney
Matthew R. Loney is the author of That Savage Water (Exile Editions, 2014) – a collection of backpacker-themed short fiction. He was a finalist for the 2013 and 2014 Gloria Vanderbilt Short Fiction Award and his work has appeared in a range of North American publications, including the political short fiction anthology, Everything Is So Political. His book reviews have appeared in Plenitude, The Puritan, The Maple Tree Literary Supplement and Broken Pencil. He lives in Toronto.
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1 - How did your first book change your life? How does your most recent work compare to your previous? How does it feel different?
This might sound unusual, but publishing my first book gave me permission to release my grip on “the dream” of becoming a writer. Having focused for so long on one goal – and challenging myself to see whether or not I could achieve it - I’m now able to see a gigantic and beautiful world of possibilities outside of literature. My new work has a different energy to it – less personal angst, more skillful observation of the way we live and connect. Overall, a nicer hot-tub to stew in.
2 - How did you come to fiction first, as opposed to, say, poetry or non-fiction?
My early journals are mostly poetry but I quickly realized most were rubbish. Fiction is more forgiving. I grew up reading The Hardy Boys, The Famous Five and whole summers of R. L. Stein. It must have connected me with the pacing of fiction, how it could lead you along for a while, lure you, and then change course once you’ve become invested. Poetry can do similar things, but the game is shorter.
3 - How long does it take to start any particular writing project? Does your writing initially come quickly, or is it a slow process? Do first drafts appear looking close to their final shape, or does your work come out of copious notes?
So far everything has come quickly. Too quickly sometimes and I resent its bad timing. The novel I’m working on came to me so furiously that I was scared to lose it if I set it aside. Short stories have come with similar speed, out of the blue, but aren’t as disruptive to normal living. I have a difficult time altering anything major after the first draft is down but I’ve learned the hard way that first thoughts are not anything to show anyone, despite how connected you may feel to them. I think writing from notes is essential for a novel’s structure, but less so for a short story which I think can be more organic.
4 - Where does a poem or work of fiction usually begin for you? Are you an author of short pieces that end up combining into a larger project, or are you working on a "book" from the very beginning?
Stories usually begin with an image or fragment of conversation that ripples out into a bigger world. My newest story came out of a series of Instagram photos a friend sent me. The fragmented chronology was too interesting to ignore. I like to think I begin writing where the story begins, but the feedback I get usually tells me that the story actually begins much later in the work.
5 - Are public readings part of or counter to your creative process? Are you the sort of writer who enjoys doing readings?
Counter. I can’t imagine any writer who enjoys standing in front of a crowd and reading their work. It’s against everything in my character to drone out loud what’s meant to happen in the readers’ ear. That said, the applause at a reading is likely to be the most visceral feedback a writer will ever get from their work, so it’s a trade off.
6 - Do you have any theoretical concerns behind your writing? What kinds of questions are you trying to answer with your work? What do you even think the current questions are?
I’m really interested in culture shock, culture clash and the way that technology can both bridge and obstruct the meeting of different worlds. Over the last ten years, the world became so interconnected, so bridgeable, but I don’t think the human psyche has been able to keep up with how best to approach it. Stylistically, my questions have been around how to invent and be original in an industry that is currently risk-averse. When readers get lazy, they turn into “the market” and so everything slides toward the predictable.
7 – What do you see the current role of the writer being in larger culture? Does s/he even have one? What do you think the role of the writer should be?
I’m of Ginsberg’s mind that the writer/poet is a kind of oracle, and not because it’s an identity that you seek out or strive for, but because it’s simply the way we observe the patterns of the world. But there is a reason oracles were confined to caves – they don’t always give desirable answers. We’re censored now more than ever – through political correctness, through funding, through “the market” – which means our role is being defined for us. I’d like for the writer to have more of a renegade role – more prophet, less profitable.
8 - Do you find the process of working with an outside editor difficult or essential (or both)?
Essential because I make too many mistakes and have a bizarre sense of literary aesthetic that doesn’t always land on the reader the way I aim it to, but difficult because I’m stubborn and too precious of my own work.
9 - What is the best piece of advice you've heard (not necessarily given to you directly)?
When I worked with Paul Quarrington in the last year of my M.A., he asked me, “What about this character would make a top actor/actress foam at the mouth to play this part?” I realized that much of what I had written was boring and stock as hell. I run each character I write through this criterion now.
10 - How easy has it been for you to move between genres (poetry to fiction to non-fiction)? What do you see as the appeal?
Mental homeostasis is the appeal. Poetry and fiction cleanse different parts of me.
11 - What kind of writing routine do you tend to keep, or do you even have one? How does a typical day (for you) begin?
I don’t have a routine because that sounds like I should do something the same way whether I’m feeling like it or not. If I’m enjoying a project, I’ll work on it any chance I get. If I’m procrastinating or the project is weak, I’ll find myself routinely on YouTube. I wish my answer could be ‘a kale smoothie followed by three-mile swim’. One day.
12 - When your writing gets stalled, where do you turn or return for (for lack of a better word) inspiration?
I usually just need to take my hands off the wheel if I’m continually driving into a ditch, or not moving at all. Drawing or sketching allows me to cleanse the palate. If I’m lucky, I can travel somewhere. A change of cultural scenery does wonders for me.
13 - What fragrance reminds you of home?
Vim floor cleaner or the smell of a hot dishwasher.
14 - David W. McFadden once said that books come from books, but are there any other forms that influence your work, whether nature, music, science or visual art?
Books that come from books seems like a superbly dull idea, although I can see what he means. I wish writing could take more from the visual arts world, or dance. If I could find a way to infuse a short story with influences of M.I.A.’s “BadGirls” video or Gustavo Santaolalla’s guitar music, or with the same core energy as krump, I’d consider it a personal triumph.
15 - What other writers or writings are important for your work, or simply your life outside of your work?
My writing tends to be dialogue and description heavy. I think this comes from a strange fusion of having playwrights and travel writers as my major influences. Paul Theroux, Martha Gellhorn, Eugene O’Neill and Edward Albee sing in the background of a lot of my work.
16 - What would you like to do that you haven't yet done?
I’d love to plan a motorcycle trip circumnavigating the Mediterranean. Or from Scotland to Singapore. I’d also love a ten-year stint sailing around the islands of the South Pacific repairing my own rig and catching my own fish. Fill my passport with stamps, is the short answer.
17 - If you could pick any other occupation to attempt, what would it be? Or, alternately, what do you think you would have ended up doing had you not been a writer?
Professional adventurer. Some have been able to make this work as a profession. Also, an airline pilot seems a pretty awesome gig. I love airports and meeting customs agents in new countries and supremely enjoy the idea that it’s always a sunny day above the clouds.
18 - What made you write, as opposed to doing something else?
Escapism made me write. It was the easiest way for me to leave where I was for where I wanted to be. Small-town Ontario was ultra-boring for me growing up. I remember losing myself in an Edith Blyton children’s adventure book. It was a magical out-of-body experience that I wanted to recreate.
19 - What was the last great book you read? What was the last great film?
In the Heart of the Country by J.M. Coetzee was insanely good, as was Alan Hollinghurst’s The Line of Beauty. I can watch anything by Alejandro González Iñárritu over and over, so I’d say Birdman.
20 - What are you currently working on?
I have so many unfinished projects half-alive and squealing for attention. I don’t feel compelled to dive back into my novel so I’m drafting out a series of travel essays that deal with how technology - maps, apps, webcams, Oculus Rift etc – will alter how we approach the travel or exploration experience.
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